Grief

This is quite an odd post but I can't help but wonder. This month is the month of our first attempt after swaying for some time and I've been counting down the days.
I won't go into detail but I have suddenly lost someone very close to me unexpectedly and I'm taking it quite hard and grieving deeply.

I still feel I want to attempt in hope for something positive to come from this horrible month. I wonder if this type of stress/grief would back track my sway or turn it slightly blue?

Thank you

This type of stress would only sway pink.

I'm so very sorry for your loss.

Thanks Atomic.

I'm relieved I can still confidently go ahead with my attempt at the end of this month if we feel up to it.