When I'm standing in the rain waiting for DS2 bus to come, I'm thinking at least I'm getting negative ions. Then I think that's a good way to think... Keep those T levels low!!!! nothing passes my mind without thinking if swaying!!
Lmao :)
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When I'm standing in the rain waiting for DS2 bus to come, I'm thinking at least I'm getting negative ions. Then I think that's a good way to think... Keep those T levels low!!!! nothing passes my mind without thinking if swaying!!
Lmao :)
I know, I know. It is sooo easy to obsess about it constantly! The thing that helps me when I am feeling really deprived diet wise is to think about cute girly clothes! Gives my will power a huge boost! The other day I was sad when the whole family was eating pizza and I was having plain white rice and leeks, AGAIN! I just thought about how one day my daughter and I will go to Italy and eat it together!
Sounds so good! I want to buy girlie clothes so BAD!! When are you TTC?
I have gone to my playgroups clothing swaps and have been collecting girly things for just over 2 years.... currently 20+ boxes stacked in the closet of what will someday be the girly room. I feel guilt taking all the stuff but everyone in the group is currently having boys so the girl stuff will just sit around anyways.
I love the hold the purple items close and imagine my little girl in them! It makes me cry after a bfn but someday it will happen.
Oh, now i can see your sig...Wow that's fabulous! I can't decide which way to go with it...want to be hopeful but not jinks myself either!!
i constantly think about my sway
re-evaluate it
some days i feel like it's too tough and i dont want to sway at all anymore, just dtd
other days i want to go back to a full blown kitchen sink sway
most days i want to stick to what i've been doing and pray it's going to be enough
what makes me happiest is being near my darling two boys and talking espeically to my four year old son who is amazing me with all his new sentences and just words, (he didn't really talk much until 2), now he's a chatter bug. I love hearing him talk so i can understand what's going on his head :)
Talking with DS1 so much makes me feel like even if my sway "fails" and i dont have my DD, I will have another precious son. And that is certainly something to be happy about.
My first attempt should be around December 18! However, I am not 100% sure because I am worried about cheating on my diet. I am going to LA Dec 8-11 and it is going to be really hard not to cheat a little bit. I have been so good!! Also, worried about Dec 24/25 being in my 2WW. I am doing a cut off and will prob O around Dec 20!