Finally got a +opk!!!! BUT...
I am so mad at myself. I was going to quit tomorrow and take a break til after the holidays. I was certain I wasn't going to O and after another neg test this morning I started slacking on the diet. I ate 3/4 of a big bag of white chocolate m&m's!!! My fat for the day was 75!!! It's usually around 30. And my calories was over 1900...which doesn't seem too bad except that I have struggled to hit 1500 so 1900 is a lot for me. Grrrr. I am sure this will not ruin my sway (right?) but what should I do the next 36 hours to counteract what I ate today? Usually I will O 36hrs after my first positive.
Oh and I was soooo excited to see that smiley face! Felt almost as good as a bfp! Guess my bday wish came true :) now to make that bfp happen....