Im really sad. Yesterday got my doc appointment. I viisted him before period because this is my 4th cycle with clomid and he decided to make an ultrosaound to check my ovaries before starting 3 or 4 more month taking two pills of clomid per day instead of one.
I visited before do we had time to make ultrasound order (wich i will be taking on tuesday) and so visit him again with results same day to have my order to buy clomid.
I told him about my concern about clomid increasing my fsh and reducing my eggs quality and told me thats right but its all we have. I rold him then about femara but..said no use . That are just the same :( so didnr ordered me femara.
I told him im ovulating but my cycles are being longer and ovulating later than taking clomind. He said i dont have long periods because i ovulate later, that i have longer periods because i have too many hormones in my body.
So changed his mind and told me we wont be taking clomind. He wants me to stop using clomid for 3 or 4 months :(
So i though if had no chances till know with clomid i will have less chances with out it next months. And four months to much. I will be so close to have 44 years old
He said if not getting pregnant those month to go to infertility centre. Hope my health service still covers something because three years ago covered one per year and nowadays my husband do t have any health cover.
I dont know if we will be able to afford. Considering that my husband has varicocele and low count and i m old they will surely suggest fiv directly :( im so sad. I dont know if we can go through all and with my age being a real problem.
My doc gave us an order to make and sperm count. We tryied to contact a centre to know prices because now he does not have health assurance. Also we woukd have to attend a doc to show his results . Soo.. more time and so expensive..
Im on my 23rd day of cycle and with ovaries cramps already. That make me more and more sad. I dont have hopes its like i lost all left visiting my doc
The worst was when i told my doc that my lh test gave me positive all months on 13th and he told me that when positive i already ovulated!! I told him that lh test give positive 24.48hrs before ovulation occurs and he kept saying no..that i ovulated before 13th so thats why im missing my chances and to make attemps obe day yes and one day no...im so so confused. And sad.
Sorry for all of this friends..i rhink we wont be able to have a second child and have to face it
