Hi everyone! I’m back after some years

Hey everyone!

Not sure if some remember me. I’m now writing with my old account but have been here as Mickey2014 as well.
In 2016 I got a daughter. Already had two sons. Their ages are 9,7 and almost 3.
Lost year I got divorced. But my ex and I get along very well.

I’m done having children, however, lately sometimes I have this little wish of becoming pg again, only to experience no stress and fear about gender. To enjoy scans and don’t care what gender baby is. To be happy either way. Well it ain’t gonna happen lol, but it goes through my mind sometimes.
Wonder if anyone else has this thoughts as well!