Confusing opk's and just bad timing

My opk's yesterday were as positive as I've seen them. Not completely the same color line but so close! Of course the CBD was negative. So annoying. We dd on Thurs, Fri, Sat and Monday. I'm going to keep doing opk's but do think I may have o'd sometime. I NEVER felt confident about getting a BFP but I felt strongly that I was absolutely going to get a BfP this month. My breasts are very sore but I'm guessing I'm still off from chemical. I'm not even sure I even O'd yet!

To make matters worse poor ds turned 3 last Monday and is now in the hospital we both are. We were sent to pediatric ER from pediatrician. They admitted us. He's got a horrible virus that's left him more ill than I've ever seen. He's running temps as high as 105.6. Por baby. IV's only think keeping fever slightly at bay. Going on day 5. Yesterday I think I consumed a total of 600 calories. That's A big maybe. I need a breakfast today. I ordered egg whites off of parent menu with light yogurt. I need to eat today or I am going to pass out and be as sick as LO.

Just needed a quick vent and to voice my discouragement. Being in the hospital I've had 2 doctors 20 months + pregnant with girls! I want to be here pregnant too!!! Maybe it's. Sign that my BFP will be here soon. Fx

you'd have had some swimmers in there waiting then... good luck for a bfp!

I'm SO sorry sis - we already talked a bit about this but I do want to remind everyone, if something like this happens and YOU NEED BREAKFAST, please eat it. One day is not going to make any difference and there is nothing magical about breakfast anyway - regardless of what you may read on IG, you want your blood sugar on the low side at ANY time of day, not just in the morning, so if you're not able to eat at other times of day and you are able to sneak in a brekkie PLEASE eat one. It's the low blood sugar that matters, not breakfast. At 600 cals a day you WILL have low blood sugar and will be swaying pink, regardless of what time of day you eat!

hope your little one makes a speedy recovery!

I'm SO sorry sis - we already talked a bit about this but I do want to remind everyone, if something like this happens and YOU NEED BREAKFAST, please eat it. One day is not going to make any difference and there is nothing magical about breakfast anyway - regardless of what you may read on IG, you want your blood sugar on the low side at ANY time of day, not just in the morning, so if you're not able to eat at other times of day and you are able to sneak in a brekkie PLEASE eat one. It's the low blood sugar that matters, not breakfast. At 600 cals a day you WILL have low blood sugar and will be swaying pink, regardless of what time of day you eat!

hope your little one makes a speedy recovery!