Long story short, I had always O'd around CD12-14, with 28 day cycles. I used to temp, but since having the two boys, I haven't been (well, I started a week ago after I thought I had O'd). Anyways, I got a near positive OPK on the 29th, and then it went away...so I just assumed that I must have missed the surge overnight, and we BD'd every day. I had been REALLY strict on my diet, had lost 5 lbs, and was being really good about it. So, once I thought I O'd though, I really loosened up on the diet for a few days (well, maybe 4-5 days!!) and we indulged in pizza, fries, and I ate to my hunger (plus some chocolate cake and the likes!!), thinking that I didn't really care since the egg would have already been fertilized. I was still skipping breakfast though and keeping my blood sugar low.
Fastforward to yesterday morning.....I had still been using the OPK's as a "just in case", and yesterday morning I started noticing a fade-in pattern that I usually get (CD20!!). By last night, the OPK was a DEFINITE positive, no question. So, we BD'd yesterday and today.....but now I'm all worried that I screwed the whole thing up with my almost week long of cheat days!!! I mean, I still haven't been eating meat (we ate a lot of red meat, chicken, etc), and no fish, so I'm still eating vegetarian, but I can't help but be mad at myself and think I've just conceived another boy (I don't mean that to sound as horrid as it does! I think I've already resigned myself to only ever having boys, but I want to think that the girl dream can still be alive).
Ok, that is my long story. I guess there really isn't much I can do now? I am going to religiously skip breakfast this week to make sure I at least give it the benefit of low blood sugar, and I started back on the diet in full force yesterday. So I guess now I just wait :(
