Not sure where to post this but my SIL came over today, she is 30 weeks preggers and for the first time in my life i had pregnancy envy. She was rubbing that big belly of hers and i couldn't stop feeling so jealous. I mean i am happy for her, it's her first and a girl and i am not envious of that, but i got a bit sad because i want to be pregnant. She was complaining about the symptoms with a discusted look on her face, and i kept telling her to lap it up, it doesn't last long. Then i started considering having another after my next so i can be pregnant longer. I just really want that big belly, i loved being pregnant.