At this point claire it was a relief to hear girl... I had already come to terms with being an all girl mom and know many women dream of my 'luck' so to speak and so my next goal is to reach a level of grace where i understand i am truly lucky to have 3 beautiful healthy girls. I love my first two and have no gender disappointment at all concerning their sisterhood. I did with this one at first.... But something about how much my husband adores her makes her very very special to me and now i can honestly say i wouldnt trade her for a son at this point even if i could... And in that i know i AM lucky to have reached that level of love and acceptance alot of others really struggle woth sometimes even after birth.. I probably dont come across as thankful very often but lately i have
Been extraordinarily thankful for alot of things...
I just wish i had seen more of her face.. Her eyes open, thumb sucking, yawning... Anything. I know kids have a funny way of having their own plans... We did get to see her wiggling toes and confirm she has big feet like her daddy lol... Tech measured her feet an said she had some good size feet for an almost 28 weeker lol
And she is so so high up in my ribs that her head is closer to my heart and i have to say knowing that makes me feel pretty special...