Not sure on the tests SweetLily, I'm not familiar with how the digital ones work so not sure if you can trust the lines or not. I really hope you have some HCG in your blood, that would be so great. I am 39 as well and had 2 chemicals and 1 chemical/MC since December so I think it is way past time we get are sticky babies. :)
As far as Maiden, she said she wanted to take a break from the forums for a while which I totally get, it gets hard after TTC for so long. I have seen her chart every once in a while so the only thing I know is it looks like she is still TTC, hopefully all of us finally get our BFPs!