Originally Posted by
kaseybaby
Yes and no. I almost feel like God is punishing me for having GD, but for some reason I can't let it go. I have been at this 14 cycles, and I know I am out this cycle. I am seeing an RE now, have to have an IUI next month and I still have GD. I wish it would just go away. I pray to not have it.
I definitely do not over analyze my symptoms anymore. My POAS addiction has greatly subsided, but honestly I know with in 3 days if I am pg or not. I feel more hopeless now then I ever did in the beginning of this long journey.
