oh it's not what I wanted, it's what I've felt we were going to have even back before ttc. I had thoughts of a girl come to me before even ttc #4 and knew that's what we were going to have. I've been right with the mother's intuition with all 3 of my kids before the gender u/s and it's just hard to maybe accept the fact that this time I might be wrong!! lol This is the last one for us though and if it's a boy, then I was right with 3 out of 4! :highfive: