I never thought I would be so jealous

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Originally Posted by OnlyPraying

omg momofboys! she sounds like an awful person! I feel sorry for her babies :(

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Ya a lot of us that know her do to! Atleast her 1st 2 are SOs. They didn't last long anyways cuz she was sleeping with their neighbor :suprise:

I can completely relate to you. I am so sorry that anyone has to feel this way. :(

OP, I went through pretty much feeling knives twisting in my heart every time I'd see a pregnant woman or a baby. I actually never really got over that, but I did just recently, and I mean in the past few months, get to the point where I accepted our fate or no more kids (well, the girls are mine from previous marriage, so no kids together) and moved on....but I still felt a little sad tinge of jealously when I'd see a preggo or a baby. It's just hard and it's VERY natural.

So absolutely, I agree with all of the other comments, don't feel bad about your feelings. Sometimes I would just tell myself, "Someday, that will be me." And sometimes I would just feel sad and wait for it to pass. I'd go cuddle my kids or DH and just try to remember how many blessings I already have. That's way easier to do when you have some already, so I'd never say that to someone with no kids at all, but I think you get what I'm saying.

I think the reason I decided to come back on the site and post about this random bfp is just to remind myself and others to not give up hope.

Your post made me cry Lola....thankyou so much for your kind words dear ....that was a low moment for me and i really have moved on....and your bfp has given me soooo much hope! I thank you from the bottom of my heart for coming back and sharing it with all of us. I will be praying fot you right along with prayers for myself....stay blessed:awe::HH::heart::happy:

Hi
Its only natural to want what u dont have. Parents without kids want either gender, others wish for a paticular gender like me.

Let yourself feel it!!!