I COMPLETELY understand also, DS2 was unplanned and when I found out he was a he I felt as if he "stole" my little girl I was "supposed" to be having. I was really bad off. If we wouldn't have had him I would have started swaying for pink when DS1 was 1, 6 months ago. I know completely how you feel, I could imagine after hearing "it's a boy" 6 times it would be that much more crushing than my u/s was. I have heard people on IG say their GD were the sweetest and stole their hearts. I can really say that myself, DS2 is the sweetest baby and he cries everytime I leave til I get back, every single time he is so attached to me. Just sticks that knife in even deeper to know I was so upset I was having him. It will all be fine, everything happens for a reason. I hope you start to feel much better soon!! I almost feel like not trying for a 3rd because of the severe depression I had during the pg with DS2 so I understand that also.

