I know exactly how you feel! I was that way with my third boy...even contemplated having an abortion. Now that he is here...I can't imagine my life without him.
I am trying for the last time for a girl...but have kind of accepted the fact that I may very well have another boy. It is very hard seeing all of these people with one daughter (I would have had only child if it was a girl) or a "pigeon pair". My sister recently gave birth to a daughter and she already has a son so of course I was a mess with jealousy (I deleted my Facebook just so I wouldn't have to see the baby pictures).
I do believe that everything happens for a reason so for me personally if this last baby isn't a girl...it just wasn't meant to be.
I hope things get better for you and that this is your girl!
