Originally Posted by
cristina13
Just wanted to update, no heartbeat yesterday at 7w 4 days, had d&c today. I am a complete mess right now! What I learnt from this, lovely ladies don't cry when you get a BFN... Just find peace with yourself... It just hurts a million times more to end it later than just get AF when is supposed to come and move on faster and with less pain... It literally broke my heart in two peaces when the doctor told me also babies under 500gr have to be properly buried. The hospital is taking care of everything, here in Germany they have a cemetery called "Star Kids" where they put them to rest. There is one in every major city, I will find the strength to go there pretty soon. I wish you all good luck! I am sorry to be such a mess now, but I know you lovely ladies understand! Special thank you to my heart-dear C ❤️ you are the best!
