My 2nd pregnancy was really hard also and this one is even worse so far. I'm trying to decide if I want to try for #4 or not because I don't know if I could do this again and I feel like it's so unlikely for us to ever have a girl after everything we did to sway this time and it not happening. We said before if it was going to happen this would be the one because everything was different with trying this time compared to my other 2.
