Originally Posted by
sunstars
Thanks, pbn, I'm OK. From time to time I've been thinking do I really want another baby, maybe I should just stop and be happy with what I have. But the other day I held a baby, for the first time in two years, I was kind of avoiding it all this time because I felt I would burst into tears. Well, I could manage to control myself and just wipe my eyes after, but I realized I'm not ready to give up yet and want another baby, even another boy would make me so much happier. But of course, seeing so many losses around me, I now accept pregnancy and healthy baby in the end as a miracle, which makes me value my two boys even more.
Resuming, I'll continue to ttc, keep some pink friendly things, but will be happy no matter what kind of/if any addition will wait my family :)