Originally Posted by
Lassie1982
I'm due to start testing tomorrow, 9dpo. But for some reason I've lost heart? Maybe I'm just run down from the flu so much it's effecting me.
Maybe I'm dreading another month of ttc?
Or maybe I'm just having a bad day!
I don't know, my gut just doesn't feel like I'm gonna get a bfp, which is so unlike me, I'm normally so optimistic and hopeful.
It saddens me because April attempt is out because of circumstances (DH travel, can't be moved) but of course I will need to stick to diet so as not to undo the last 3 months of hard work.
So if it's no bfp this month, then it's no bfp till may :(
Just needed to vent, hopefully I'll get over it soon.