Not Feeling Very Positive..

Sadly I miscarried. ..
It has been a rollercoaster, so many blood test every 2days hcg was rising, had an ultrasound last Monday and saw the heartbeat but was on the low side so had another on the Friday and couldn't detect heartbeat again, I was devastated...
On the Saturday decided I wasn't going to give up and wanted a second opinion u/s and the same result .
My poor sweet baby's heart stopped there was nothing I could to change this..
I was advised to stop the progesterone and prepare for miscarriage.
It happened Sunday night , I just cannot believe it.. I'm numb , empty I so wanted this this baby .
So ladies unsure of my plans now , just need time to heal .
Take care ill pop in and say hello every now and then xo

Oh faith that is so devastating, I'm really sorry for your loss. Definitely take some time away to heal, I think you'll find you will know in your heart what you want to do once the pain of this loss isn't so fresh.

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I'm so sorry for your loss Faith :( It can take some time to process and grieve so take your time. Nothing needs to be deiced yet and you will be able to think about it from a different perspective later. Take care xx.

I'm SO sorry Faith [emoji22]. I'm sending you lots of strength and healing. Take all the time you need, and when you're ready, you and your DH will decide what is best for your family.

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So sorry to read this. Sending you hugs xx

I am so truly sorry to read this!

It is such a heartbreaking experience to go through. You will be mentally and physically exhausted by all of this so take extra special care of yourself.

Big hugs xxx

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So sorry hun

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So sorry to hear. We will be here always even if it's just when you need someone to listen.
Hugs.


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Oh Faith.... I am soooo sorry Hun. What an emotional rollercoaster you've been on lately. It's a horrid thing to endure and we feel sooo helpless as we have these yearned for babies growing inside us yet we really don't have any control over what happens in there. I had to take a break from here too for a bit Hun...grieve and cuddle up to your little ones much more than usual as I found that helped sooo much. Thoughts and prayers for you Faith. Xxxooo

Oh Faith, I'm so sorry to read that you lost the baby. You are in my thoughts.

I'm so sorry Faith, it breaks my heart to read your story. Hope you get the support you need right now from your family. Take care of yourself xoxo

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I'm sorry Faith, please let me know how I can help.

Hi ladies,
I have been sorta MIA.. I've popped on now and then but haven't posted for awhile, just took a bit of time to get my head around things.
The miscarriage took alot out of me and finally ended 3 weeks ago as u/s showed retaining tissue, my OB wanted to do D&C but I chose not too, had 2 courses of antibiotics and just prayed things will finally finish naturally and thankfully enough it did. After yet another u/s miscarriage confirmed complete and blood work confirmed my hcg levels back to normal..
The bleeding stopped 3 weeks ago yahoo , I was bleeding for like 7 weeks heavy thought it was never going to end .
So here iam thinking and wondering what to do next , my diet has been absolutely unbelievable, snacking eating meat , doing everything I shouldn't be lol...
I just feel so hurt after all I did dieting for 24 weeks strictly on LE and then to miscarry and go through the hurt of asking myself what I did wrong and wondering should we try again ??
Still don't know , I don't even have my cycle back yet or even think I've ovulated .
Sorry I'm just venting . I have been lurking in the back ground and have seen a few of us pink swayers miscarry and just wanna sorry to everyone that has gone through this it is a heartbreaking experience and has taught me something quite valuable and that is to let go of my control because at the end of the day I really cant control everything and has made me look at life alittle different.
My little ones really helpt me alot through all this I look at them and think how lucky I really am . I have 4 wonderful boys whom I adore and if I go on another journey and chose to have another baby its going to be a light sway .
Xx Thank u all for all your support

Hi fatihinpink and thank you for updating. I'm so sorry again :(

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Faith how far along were u when u lost your baby ? So sorry u had to go thru such a long process too. But glad alls bk to normal physically for you hun xx

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FaithinPink - soooo lovely to hear from you and hear that the miscarriage finally ended for you. It is a horrendous thing to go through. It is physically and emotionally exhausting. It took me a good 3 months to recover physically and a lot longer than that to recover emotionally. Just be kind to yourself, give yourself extra treats and indulgences and lots more cuddles and special times with your 4 boys. These things helped me the most. Don't be hard on yourself about the diet either and what you've been eating Hun.....you need to do whatever you need to do to look after yourself and feel comfortable and your body would be needing meat (iron) after bleeding for 7 weeks. Anyway, it's lovely to hear from you...you have been in my thoughts and prayers. Xxxooo

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Faith how far along were u when u lost your baby ? So sorry u had to go thru such a long process too. But glad alls bk to normal physically for you hun xx

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Hi Sharon, I was 9 weeks .. Yes very glad physically back to normal, and finally got AF back so am thinking of doing LE lightly and just go with the flow as the diet is second nature to me now.
My biggest downfall is I'm a big fan of snacking lol

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Faith - This is all so complicated, isn't it? Several of the pink swayers I've followed on this site have suffered miscarriages but of course it's not uncommon at all, even for those who haven't swayed a bit, which drives home the reality that, just like you said, pregnancy is outside of anyone's control.

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Yeah its apparently very common miscarriage, maybe that's why the ultrasound lady that did my scan when the heartbeat couldn't be detected again had no bedside maner..No sorry for your loss just its common!!( would never go back there)

Faith i didnt do a strict LE diet & im a major snacker so i was surprised to conceove a girl but i did manage to eat differently and drink differently to my usual diet
Which was def HE. I think doing a light sway will still help esp as u said its second nature to you now xx I even had regular sex as months of e4d then e3d just did nothing

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The whole point of LE Diet is to decline your condition a little bit and that is stillgoing to be working for you. The loss also takes a toll and I would have you TTC when you are ready to even if you are not back on diet that long.

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Yeah its apparently very common miscarriage, maybe that's why the ultrasound lady that did my scan when the heartbeat couldn't be detected again had no bedside maner..No sorry for your loss just its common!!( would never go back there)

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That's just horrible, Faith. What a terrible way to get that news! I can't imagine how she could be so cold.