Oh Mocha, I canīt believe this, I am so so sorry :HH:
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Oh Mocha, I canīt believe this, I am so so sorry :HH:
Oh, Mocha...My heart is in my throat. I am just in disbelief and it's like someone just punched me in the stomach and I can't breathe. I am so sorry. Know that you are in my T&Ps. I wish somehow that my words could bring you some peace. :HH:
Oh, no, I'm so so sorry to hear this, Mocha. There are just no words...
Mocha - I'm sat in the car outside the school and I logged in to check on you. I'm devestated for you, I really can't believe it. I don't know what to say, really I don't. I'm sending you so much love at this awful time. I'm so sorry xxx
Oh Mocha :tissue: I just can't believe this is happening to you. I am so sorry you have to go through this pain:( Its just not fair! You are in my thoughts and prayers and I hope you recover and heal, easily and quickly. Tons of love coming your way, M xoxo We are here for you~
Praying for you Mocha.
I'm so sorry Mocha. It is very hard because you fall in love so fast. Wishing for the best in the future!
Thanks everyone for your kind words. I've had several good cries and am trying to look to the future to help myself heal. We're definitely going to TTC again - I'm just trying to decide whether to do it right away or wait a couple of cycles as my midwife recommends (I'm leaning towards waiting for one period before TTC). I'm dreading going on the diet again. I think I'll wait a week or so since I'm sure I'm super low on iron already after all that bleeding, so it's probably not a good time to start starving myself. I'm back up to 123 lbs after being 109 when I conceived (I was 128 pre-diet), so I want to lose some weight before TTC.
Although last night was very traumatic, at least I had a sense it was coming. It would have been worse to go to my 12 week u/s next week with no doubts as to the health of my baby and see no heartbeat. I also feel blessed that I already have 3 beautiful, healthy children. Hugging and cuddling them is helping a lot. :HH:
:sad: Mocha I am so sorry for your loss. I don't have the words, but those of us who have had a loss can relate to your pain. Take time to heal. We are all here for you, thinking of you and your family.
I'm happy you are not giving up and going to try to conceive. I conceived this baby the cycle after my miscarriage and Atomic told me it sways pink. I kinda stopped the diet and just tried to get pregnant as I was very down and depressed about my loss.Quote:
Originally Posted by Mochagirl