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CooCoo - I have def decided not to even try to wait this time. I just want to know so I can move on and get out of this limbo!
Tomgirl - I know what you mean about the girlie things. I was picking out the boys Easter outfits and my heart just ached to be able to throw a dress into the mix of button downs and khakis. I just don't ever believe I will be that lucky!!
I had my plan for a year before our first attempt. Couldn't stick to the diet, for me diet = cravings and feeling starving! I had plenty chance and for that alone I don't 'deserve' my girl. I am such a typical boy mum and more than a little Martha! Although that had calmed down a lot in the past couple of years. Although I didn't sway, I was more aware of things, and with the pg and mc I had at least 6 weeks (except the few days before o when I got my appetite back and ate properly again as I really wanted to get pg with a rainbow baby after the loss 2 weeks before) of no appetite, feeling yuck, a vomiting bug, feeling really awful with the pg and even a week after the mc. I had one attempt despite getting terrible regret a few days after I as I didn't believe I'd fall pg with one attempt following the mc, and I just wanted to be pg again. So for me, that was as much of a sway as I could have hoped for. And when I find out boy, I might have regrets about doing le properly and fitting an hour of cardio into my days, but realistically I'll know the month I conceived was my best shot. And at 38, a healthy baby is something to be extremely thankful for. My main concern just now is healthy!! I will always regret that I didn't get my daughter, but as dh would have stopped at 2 without regret had we gotten a daughter, I get 2 bonus children to watch grow and keep me on my geriatric toes! X
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Oh, and I've got a scan at 6+0, phoned epas today, the lady remembered me from last month! Fx I see a blob this time xx
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Mrs I, so glad to see you on here again. I really pray baby is healthy, and has a vagina...lol Good luck to you, and all of the ladies in this group. I really hope you guys get your dd's or ds's!!!
Hey girls! Yeah, I definitely have a little bump! This is my 3rd healthy baby, 5th pregnancy so I am not surprised that I am showing and definitely feeling this little man moving all around. LOTS of flutters lol!! A friend of mine that I went to grad school is having her third as well -she is due 9 days before me, and she already has a cute lil belly!!
LOL spluttered at the vagina comment, very funny!! XxxQuote:
Originally Posted by ThreeMenAndALAdy
So so so sick of being sick. I'm so mad that I let this happen and guilty that I feel this way. But I just want to feel better:(
I miss working out and actually enjoying life.
I an so angry! I know I wouldn't be so ungrateful if I just felt well. Why can't I ever get to enjoy pregnancy?? I feel so ripped off
It's not fair to my kids either!
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Coocoo, no wonder you feel the way you do, its no fun feeling so terribly rough. I don't cope well at all when I'm feeling sick, just want to hide in bed xx
Bit of a downer today. My ic test was a shade lighter and freaked me out. The reality I'm still in the danger zone hit home big time. I did another a cple hours later and it looks darker but I'll need to compare it when its dried to compare accurately to the others. I can't bare anything happening to this pg. It also hit home that it could easily be another blighted ovum too ... So glad only 2 irl friends know and i kept it quiet from my family, don't want them to worry about me as they've got enough on as it is xx 4+4 still 2-3 on digi, this is where it stuck last time, but really should have waited til Thursday, a week after i got 2-3 before i can hope for 3+
Still a shade lighter :'(
Just checked my old ticker on ig, had losses at 4+4 and 5+0 before ds3, then the blighted ovum last month at 6+1 ... Wish I could sleep the next few weeks away, wrapped in cotton wool
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