January 2WW

Clear lines missy congrats!!!!! I'll post a pic of mine in morning, I'll only be 11dpo but hoping my vvv faint line has got a bit darker!

How are you feeling? When will you tell dh??

Okay so I've found where to get FRER from, will try and get one this afternoon.

I feel fine keepthefaith no AF, no preAF bloating or heaviness, oily skin/breakouts and bleeding gums are my only symptoms so far.
will probably tell dh this afternoon as I'll have to ask him to stop by the chemist while we're out this afternoon.

Thank you all SO much. I do know my brother is grieving, he always had an easier relationship with her. Unfortunately the recent BS from him is just icing, as just over a year ago I told him of my intent to start TTC, in deepest confidence bc of my traumatic miscarriage in 2012 (which he knew about and was very excited about and supportive of the pregnancy). He texted back several long texts detailing why he thought it was a horrible idea, including false accusations & assumptions; it was the worst, most hurtful thing anyone has ever said to me. I was shocked speechless. He has never even attempted to apologize or make up for it and I truly don't know how I will ever be able to see him again without sobbing and/or punching him in the face. And I am , or was, the most forgiving person to a fault, incapable of holding grudges. I think I've just reached a point where I can't handle any more abuse from the people who are supposed to care about me most.

XX, I don't know that I can ever be at peace with my mum. I've healed a lot since cutting her off; I used to so angry at her and now I just feel sadness. I know she had an abusive childhood and I think the accidents I had as a little girl which are at least partially responsible for my later & current crippled state triggered the start of psychotic behaviour. She gave me many opportunities which I'm very grateful for. But she never was able to admit to any mistake; she was incapable of apology. And I can't forgive that. Maybe having my own children will change things?
Missy, I posted in your thread - those are absolutely BFP!

I posted here before but apparently my post got eaten....I am not sure when I Oed this cycle! I didn't have my full-on, distinctive O pain as I typically do, and my fertile signs don't align well. I think I could have Oed anywhere from CD16 to CD18. Unfortunately, I didn't sleep at all the night of CD17 so I ended up temping the night of CD18 after 3 hours reading & tablet-internetting in bed. The temp was surprisingly low for how long I'd been awake but I obviously can't rely on it. I also had a bit of EWCM the night of CD18 but all creamy before and sincd. CD19s temp was taken optimally so I am sure that I at least Oed, but not sure how many DPO I am and how good the timing of my one attempt was. What do you all think? You can see my chart below.

So sorry Maiden. 💛

Maiden- I pray for peace and healing for you 🙏


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Maiden I'm so sorry to hear.
Keepthefaith eeeek!!!! Congrats!! I'm tempted to test now but I won't until AF is late.

Missy-- I'd try a FRER as well. My internet cheapies were still faint when my FRERs were blaring BFPs. I'm not a fan of cheapies at all any more.

Maiden-- So sorry for your loss and your brother's behavior. I do think your chart is correct and that you did indeed O on CD16. Good luck!

Alright I have a 3 pack of FRER, yay!
Going to test tonight once the kids are in bed.
Told hubby we had to go to the chemist while we were out, he sighed, I said that's not the response I want, he said "you've probably peed on 20 already!" Lol he knows me too well. Haven't actually told him about the ic's yet just hoping to get a nice blaring line on the FRER to show him.

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OMG girls, got this with FMU at 11dpo!!! Can't believe I'm pregnant!!!