Originally Posted by
maximbella
Hi ladies! Apologies for being MIA for the last few days...it's been a trying time for me and I swear I cannot win. I've been having awful cramping and bleeding from the hematoma, and on top of everything, I got a crazy case of food poisoning Saturday from some cheese that was old. I was vomiting and in bed most day Sunday and Monday, and lost 6 pounds, which is now putting me below my pre-pregnancy weight. I still don't have a huge appetite and don't have a baby bump anymore. All of this coupled with my GD is really getting to me. I know I'm such a debbie downer lately, but I can't help but sort of regret pushing my DH to get pregnant month after month. He agreed to try for one month and see what happens if it was meant to be, and I kept pushing him and now I'm pregnant with a gender opposite, a hematoma, and one hell of a pregnancy. Anyway, that's where I am... I am meeting with a counselor tomorrow, per my sisters recommendation, to chat through all my feelings. It's just weighing so heavily on me and I'm having a hard time enjoying my pregnancy, which sucks. It's not me...I'm a positive, super happy person and I feel like a complete opposite myself.
I hope everyone else is doing better. Did I miss any gender announcements or any big news?