Hey Yahmama, it has helped me to not find out gender, but I still think about it constantly, and I assume I am having a girl.... I may be wrong, and if I am, I will be THRILLED in the delivery room. But I am pretty sure, so there is really no point in me finding out. I will just be disappointed. At any rate, I am less disappointed right now than I would be had I found out for sure, and I have been able to mostly enjoy my pregnancy.
I hope you get that little boy you want! I can't remember, did you end up swaying?