Y'all
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And I promise I'll stop! This is for Ash and Lola. I won't buy, but y'all need these for next year. I swear stuff is even cuter than it was 3 years ago.
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Y'all
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And I promise I'll stop! This is for Ash and Lola. I won't buy, but y'all need these for next year. I swear stuff is even cuter than it was 3 years ago.
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Max - do great things are looking good. Sorry about bed rest! But i secretly would like one week of it...only because work is so busy.
Blue booties - sorry you heard girl, hope she was wrong xo
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thankyou Kat :heart: im going to stick with it, i almost made it last time but then i caved at my 37 week scan!! haha NOT this time i really want to experience the surprise :) aww i love that you can do that, makes things so much more special when they are personalised and even more so when you do it yourself, please post pics of the monogrammed stuff once you get bits done id love to see :) xx
Sumbal great to hear from you and sorry you didn't hear boy. Will you confirm at 20 weeks? Big hugs and hope you're dealing ok [emoji173]
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Aloha!! The majority of you don't know me, so I guess this post is for the few ladies who followed my pregnancy. I will try to spare you as much details (but I'm lonely and have no one to tell my heart to) and tell you exactly what I want you to know right now.
I started feeling kind of off since last Sunday. That feeling like your going to start your period. Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday I started spotting really brown old blood. I assumed it was from my hematoma that was detected in an earlier ultrasound. I never had issues with it. It was pretty small in size. My doctor warned me if I started bleeding not to be alarmed. Late Wednesday afternoon I started experiencing really bad contractions that came every 3-5 minutes lasting 15-20 seconds. I swear it felt just like I was in labor. I tried taking Tylenol but nothing helped the pain I was in. This proceeded well into Thursday night. The bleeding got heavier, bright red and I started clotting really bad. The clots had to be the size of my fist. Friday morning the bleeding started to slow down. I still kept telling myself this was the hematoma and I bet it’s gone or almost gone now..
I went in for my 11/12 week check up, and Harmony blood work this morning at 8am. When I arrived to the office they asked me to pee in a cup. I just knew if I let the pee ****** out something was going to fall out of me. The gestational sac fell into the toilet.... I didn't know what to do so I scooped it up and wrapped it in tissue (I've read people feeling regret flushing it down the toilet). I never experienced a miscarriage before. The doctor did the ultrasound and my once full uterus was now empty.. I feel so hurt, alone (my husband is in Korea), crushed, sadness, anger.. I'm hurt because I never knew my 5 yr old comprehended death... He watched the ultrasound and rubbed my arm and said I'm so sorry mommy :(. My husband called to check up and he told his daddy that the baby died.. The doctor said it’s not my fault, and most times something was wrong chromosome wise and my body did what it was suppose to. He thinks the baby passed a week ago.
Sorry this is all over the place because I'm typing as fast as my feelings are letting me..
Oh Nacire, I am crying reading you..am so so sorry, how cruel :( It must have been terrifying to go through this alone and now the aftermath without your husband there.
I am devastated for you, truly...words can't express how much. Please, don't hesitate to cone here or PM me hon, ok??
The biggest hugs ever, it will be tough for a while, and you will stand strong and get better but for now, grieve, be sad numb angry in shock upset you name it...your boys will be your support your ray of sunlight and they will help you until such time when you feel healed.
In the meantime, just much love and support to you whichever way we can for you my lovely :hugs:
Oh no Nacire how incredibly sad. I am so so sorry for you and your family. Wish we were there to come take care of you for awhile as you deal with your loss. I'm just so sad for you. Biggest of hugs and please keep talking to us, pm me or any of us if you prefer but keep talking and letting your feelings out. Don't bottle them up. Still shaking my head that this has happened to you. Thinking of you and big hugs again xxoo
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Nacire- I am so sorry for your loss.
Nacire - I'm so so sorry to read this [emoji26][emoji26][emoji26] it is so unfair! Take time for yourself to grieve and chat to us as much as you need to xoxo big love
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