Abundant April 2ww - Part 2

Iwant4kids I joined in September 2014, purchased a personalised plan for pink in December 2014 or January2015? Started le diet March 2015 (I had already lost 12kgs on my own prior to this) had first cycle trying May/June 2015. Stopped swaying October? 2015. On and off le diet since then but mainly to lose weight I'd inevitably put back on. Three mc's last year, Jan, June and December. Went mental and almost alcoholic after 2nd miscarriage (there was other things that happened during this time that contributed to my mental state) ended up on antidepressants in October and was sooooo much better by December so I coped very well with the 3rd miscarriage. I've been in and out of these 2ww groups as many times I would end up feeling jaded and somewhat bitter about always being left behind and I HATED feeling that way. So I'd take a break, regroup and get my head back to the right state and rejoin :) I have loved being a part of this 2ww for my last cycle trying, I couldn't have asked for a better bunch of ladies 😚 I feel no jealously, bitterness or anything remotely like that which just proves to me I am finally mentally and emotionally healed and ready to move on whatever the outcome. It's very liberating to feel this way and that is likely where my happiness and positivity is stemming from. I am truly so excited about everyone's journey here and I will have to check in (stalk 👀) until you all do!

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PBN3 - I'm so sorry for your losses :( What a rollercoaster you have been on. Your support for others is amazing, especially considering what you've been through. I HOPE WITH ALL MY HEART that this is your take home baby. You totally deserve this, as does everyone. How many boys do you have?

Thank you Iwant4kids and I'm very sorry for your impending loss :(

I have two boys ages 5 and almost 3. My youngest is at that delightful age where everything he does and says is so cute I could eat him all up ❤ my oldest is my shadow and has started prep this year! He is so smart and its wonderful to watch his mind evolve! He's such a sponge and absorbs everything!! All mine and dh's family comment on his memory. In saying all this they are absolute terror heads a lot of the time and fight terribly 😠😠😠 but when they are getting along its just gorgeous to watch!

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Thank you Iwant4kids and I'm very sorry for your impending loss :(

I have two boys ages 5 and almost 3. My youngest is at that delightful age where everything he does and says is so cute I could eat him all up ❤ my oldest is my shadow and has started prep this year! He is so smart and its wonderful to watch his mind evolve! He's such a sponge and absorbs everything!! All mine and dh's family comment on his memory. In saying all this they are absolute terror heads a lot of the time and fight terribly ������ but when they are getting along its just gorgeous to watch!

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Pbn3 - you described my boys to a T!!! They are terror heads and fight all the time, but are so super sweet and special all at the same time. HUGS to you and that you are finally at peace with your journey no matter what the future holds for you.

Pbn, what a journey you've been through!! My heart goes out to you for all that you've been through, and I am praying that THIS is your month for a take home baby! I'm happy to hear that you're at peace either direction, but do have everything crossed for you! And your chart looks great to me!!

Someone asked about my chart... My temps did go up on CD26&27, but DH let me sleep in those days and so my temps were higher than normal. I don't think I actually ovulated those days, and along with the awful cramps from Sunday, I think I o'd Sunday evening, which puts me O on CD28 and last BD on CD23.

My story...have two awesome girls, 5 & 7. I always thought we were done, never had any interest in more than my two. I come from a family of 4 girls and loved my experience, my sisters are my best friends, but I always wanted to be able to spend more time with each child, which my mom never got to do with me growing up. Around 6 months ago, a friend of mine that has 2 girls announced to our friends that she was expecting a 3rd, which turned out to be another girl. I was so happy for her, but also realized that I was somewhat jealous...after talking about it endlessly to DH and close friends, I realized that if I'm thinking about a 3rd, I'm not quite done. Fast forward several months which it took me to convince DH to consider going for #3...and here I am, 3 months of TTC unsuccessfully. Praying that we can have another little lady join our family! :HH:

Wow pbn & Iwant4kids, thanks for sharing your stories! Both of you are amazing support to have in this 2WW group! Iwant4kids-the line def does look darker, hope you know one way or the other soon, but you sound like you're in a good place.
Moma & Pbn-you need to be together in the ddg!!!
Pbn-I want to believe that the headache, nausea & eczema are early signs, but is it possible to have such nausea & not a BFP yet? I haven't thrown up, but still feel super nauseated!! Maybe I have a stomach virus?? I tried a wondfo this PM & still a BFN, want to save the frer & my other early test for tomorrow AM.
Skyblue-you do sound patient!! My boys are 19 months apart & full of energy 2 & 3. I posted the pic through the web version, so maybe I'll try posting through tapatalk & maybe you can see it pbn??


My Ovulation Chart

Lola, I had nausea for a a fully week before I got a bfp with my last pregnancy, so it's definitely possible for you too!

My Ovulation Chart

Hi! Thanks for asking about me.
I *think* I'm 5dpo today, but that's really just 5 days past positive opk? I don't temp or chart, so it's a lot of guesswork. I stopped taking my BC pills with my November cycle, and last time I did that to try to get pregnant, it took us 7 months. That was before I'd heard of swaying.

My story: I had two girls first who are 23 months apart. They are both inseparable and at each other's throats interchangeably. We were trying to decide whether to do a third and final close after my DD2 or to take a break and do two more kids. We went for the third. It was my long-desired DS, but he had a very severe heart condition. Despite surgery soon after birth, he passed away unexpectedly in my arms at six weeks old. Within 7 months of his birth, we very quickly conceived DD3, who is a joy despite being a sway opposite. :) Now, I'm back for one final baby! I really, really want another son, but I'm at the point where I'd also like my DD3 to have the close relationship her two older sisters have with each other. At four years younger, she's often left out in the cold. hehe

So many big stories here I really hope it works out for everyone.
Pbn I don't think any of us would have guess anything you've been through because of the great support you are for everyone here. You truly are amazing.
Srg I couldn't imagine loosing a baby in my arms that would be a worst nightmare.


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Oh wow srg I'm so so sorry :( I have always said to myself when I think I've had it bad that someone else has had it worse and you have just proved it in spades. My heart goes out to you and thank you so much for sharing your story 💔. Gosh I hope so much that you have conceived this cycle and will quickly add that I would consider you 4dpo if your pos opk was 5 days ago. When will you test?

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