Part 10: Due December 2017, Jan Feb and March 2018

Oh pbn we are both right on the same track measuring ahead! It is so great to get to experience this and compare pregnancies.
Mommaxo3 I feel the same pregnancy just makes me feel unlike myself. I am so frustrated because dh has been home about a total of 8 days this month and I'm so fed up with it. I feel like I want to take my anger out on him which I think 75% of the time he chooses to be gone rather than being required to be gone and I feel so disconnected with him ATM I honestly have been being a pregnant single mom of 4 this month and it's been working out just fine all I need him for is his money I guess. I'm just so frustrated right now being pregnant with #5 and feeling so alone. He has ZERO emotion he hates my dog which pisses me off he never has any remorse about anything he does. Breathe in breathe out!!! [emoji36] I'm just so upset and pregnancy makes it [emoji817] worse [emoji20]. I've been holding this in for a while and am so glad I have some ladies to share with because of course if I even tried talking to anyone close they'd think my life was over, dh is an asshole, and I'm stuck with 5 kids! But for now I'll put on my happy face run everyone around all week to soccer, basketball, travel basketball, field trips, open houses, and parent teacher conferences ALL THIS WEEK!!! [emoji35] ok I'm done I promise.


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Definitely pbn! I like it too I actually get more sleep because I'm not worried about how soon before I have to get up and take my temp!


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Mommy I looked at your chart yesterday and seen all this attempts [emoji38] amazing work


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Thats so hard ash! I'm so sorry! Not easy being a single parent, hopefully he is home again soon!
Hugs honey, I'm sorry you have to separate yourself in all different directions. It's hard!


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Lol ash! I was in awe he actually could still keep up, lol I thought he was done by the third day in a row, but lol he was a trooper!


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Thanks mommy honestly I sometimes think it's easier when he is gone. I only have 4 kids to take care of not 5 [emoji849] and I can do things the way I want them done. Which is where the issues come in because we both have that mind set when he's gone for work so log.


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Ash that's hard [emoji174] I have often felt the same with dh as he's gone before the boys are up and home usually after they're in bed and his roster has been all over the place with extra work that's been put on him (well probably more that he's taken on [emoji52]) I have super frustrating days with just my two boys, I cant imagine how much harder 4 kids would be so my hats off to you and you are doing an amazing job!!!

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It's hard, dh and I have different views on how things should go as well. Logan plays us against each other like a fiddle, has for years. Sometimes we don't see eye to eye on discipline. That's rough girl, he should just have to come back in go to your routine instead of messing up the routine the kids are used too. I bet that's chaotic until you put your foot down!


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Thanks mommy honestly I sometimes think it's easier when he is gone. I only have 4 kids to take care of not 5 [emoji849] and I can do things the way I want them done. Which is where the issues come in because we both have that mind set when he's gone for work so log.


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Ha! I could have written this word for word [emoji23] I get cranky when he is home and supposed to be helping because everything seems to go to shit and off routine when he's supposed to be in charge and giving me a break [emoji23] I get mad and say I cant even take 5 minutes without the train leaving the tracks so to speak [emoji23] The other day I was so annoyed I said 'life is NOT like a box of chocolates, life is like a box of shit!' [emoji23][emoji23][emoji23] which made zero sense and actually made me burst out laughing which was good. My husband just looked at me and said 'well that was an inspirational quote from mummy' which made me laugh even harder [emoji23][emoji23]

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Lol pbn!! That made me laugh!! ❤️


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