Originally Posted by
toomanyboys
how old are you fivebabies if you dont mind me asking...i am 37 going to turn 38 in july. the momnet i turned 36 my fertility has taken a nosedive....and i used to laugh and assume it was just some sad survey that made the issues with infertility greater from 35. i used to think nahh thatwould never happen to me i will stay fertile right into my 40's cause i feel young and energetic..little did i know..at 34 my hair was shining, my skin was glowing, i hardly noticed any lines on my face and BAMM at 36 its like somone turned a light switch off.....it all went down from the i came off the pill i just fell apart....i thought coming of BC esp with my history (conceived DS1 on BC) i would just fall pregnant so made sure i had long cut offs and tried the odd O+12 wheever possible. then it never happned instead i aged fast forward...that is when i thought i was perimenapausal.....
the pill was actually controlling my PCO all this tme i went off it for too long and it became symptomatic.
i was so delighteed to know that i wasn't and i had still a good egg reseve but..but insitead i had PCO ...with me it explains alot of my bleedings duirng pg and also my MC's.....
but the bottom line of this ramble is this will be my last child if i ever conceive it...hubby and i rowed because he has on and off days regarding having another baby..he was acting all doubtful basically he has cold feet when he ealized i wa O....hate telling him takes all the fun out of BD in my case......but like you time is not on my side i find and the more i put it off the more i find it will get hardr..plus i dont want my youngest to be too old to bond with the baby.
so yes now i am beginnign to think it may never happen i cannot forever do this 2ww its been almost 1 year on and off...
:(
it beginning to drag me down....