Thanks Irishmom :)
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Congratulations Soni!!! :D widh I had your patience!!
5dpo....draaaaaaagggginngg lol
Thanks sweetsister and BillieG :)
BillieG, I had no patience the first few months in the 2ww but it was easier in April as we were on a "break". Good luck!
I got a BFN today (10dpo)
Dont lose faith yet Cinns.xx
Sorry about bfn Cinss but still early days :HH:
your talking like me....if anyone who remembers me can recall. i am the lady with pcos..i am the lady who has had 4 kids and with 3 of whom i had bleeding in early pregnancy with. i then tried again after the birth of my only daughter when she was 2 years old...unknown to me then that i had PCOS i was surprised i didn't conceive easily. i tried the girl diet somwehat and timing cut offs and all..had all symptoms under the sun for months on end and even a few chemiclas on the way but turns out it is like that when you have pcos...esp after O and the risk of failed implantation is high. anyway...was on clomid for 3 cycles took the highest dose 2 months ago, was told i didn't even ovulate.had enough..dissappeared and resorted to the fact that i am not even O half the time or at all. and may never get Pg again a i wasn't going to keep going after 40 and i am currently approcaching 38. due to the easter holidays me and dh managed to Bd 6 times in 7 days esp during the week i was potentially O but with the thought what the hell it ain't really gpoing to happen as before we timed it even during O. i BD sun, mon,tue not wed, not thur, but then fri not sat then sun. and monday. i didnt temp, didnt use opk's just went by the fact i had one day of globbular runny cm which is what i have had for the past 3 years...and then no cm at all...i even doushed with the shower hose on one of the days i assumed i may have already O 'just in case' as i want to limit the chances of a boy conception....BUT...lo behold i am 9 dpo today and since yesterday i have been baffled by my internet cheapes who were supposed to check for early PG at 10miu but were so faint that the lines were ghost like....but i suspected something isn't right becasue normally i wouldnt get anyhing at all and they would eb stark white but i cold see this ghostly line..noone els porbably wuld have noticed it unless i really pinpointed it out what you were lookign for...lol....but then i decided to use a branded test ( it is i think a tesco own and voila..the faintest of faint lines in 4 years....ever...i am still very pessimistic given my history and just to make sure i wasn't going ahead of myself i then took a clearblue digital and voila i am pregnant 1+2 weeks...!!!!
the only symptoms i had were sore boobs....slight nausea so slight that at times it was just in my head, insomnia, and for once really noticed my blue veins although there were that little bit more prominant. today i am having lots of twinges and pulls feeling in my uterus and pinches too. i am cautiously pregnant as i still am waiting for my AF day in 4-5 days time but the fact that this is the first time a clearblue digital is telling me i am pregnant at 9 dpo is giving me some hope...now i am just fearing any kind of bleeding as with PCOS the risk of that is high...however, having said that the fact that i have no implantation spotting this time round is making me hopeful that my body is overcomign the lack of hormones.
i am still in shock i would like to get excited now i am worried about mainting this pregnancy, then hoping for a healthy baby and lastly and not least is the hope that is this is the second daughter i always wished for......i ditched the diet too...more or less...ate whatever my heart desired...and for once in a long long time felt totally chilled about life.....i think that may have played a big role in all of this.....
ps: i ordered internet cheapies (IC) for hcg and LH...the lh were great but the hcg's which are suposed to check for hcg at 10miu are turning out to be a real nightmare...admitedly it is the first time i really suspected something with them but i did once or twice before get very very ghost like evaps with these....however, this time the ghost lines appeared within the time range of 5-10min hence why i feel they detected hcg rightly this time..but i assumed they would come up darker than branded test so am a bit annoyed that the lines are still cming out really really faint shadow like almost...its so annoying. but thanks god i am sat here today just haven taken another one of those IC test of 9dpo and the line has finally come up pink light still but better. well i should hope so...lol....i am keeping my hopes a little up based on the clearblue digital and would like to say if you are pg in most case i think this is a good test to test with even this early...i may be off by 1-2 days the most...i may be 8dpo, 9dpo or even 10dpo...normally at 10dpo i begin spotting...but so far so good....
praying for everyone else for their BFP....really do what i did...just totally stop obsessing and it does make a difference...but it is hard i do know.....i have been there for years....
as you can see the IC test just taken (in pic 1)mis very very faint almost ghost like. it has now been an hour (pic2)since i have taken it and the line has gone darker as you can see....but on here you barely see it....at about 5 minutes....most sensitive ...yeah right...:(