TTC Blue Crew Grads

Cinss, I am so sorry that you are stressing out about things. Those stupid crazy hormones! I've also been on a roller coaster.. pregnancy it's just a personal experience and even two of ours aren't the same. As soon as I got pregnant I was terrified, surprised..scared.. "What have I done.." and then later on feeling excited, yet guilty and all these other emotions.
You and I were lucky enough to get our dream but we still are affected by those crazy hormones! Even as I transition from 2 kids to 3.. from boys to a girl.. it still feels foreign to me. As I was washing all the clothes she was going to wear and actually having to make sure that the pants match with the appropriate top, and how much extra laundry I'm going to have..I started to feel overwhelmed as reality set in once again.
Don't beat yourself up for your emotions hon. They are normal. And trust me, your pregnancy will FLY by! Enjoy it, cherish it. I don't know if it's your last, but this one is mine. I am VERY sad about it, and every time I turn on the camcorder she stops moving.. I'm trying to capture what I can and I really have nothing.

I know you are going to be okay, Cinss.. and when that little man comes, you will be SO in love, with a bond that is so wonderful and sweet and indescribable and only comes from a mommy and a son. :)

I hope that you feel much better soon!! Xx

Skrimpy Congratulations :) He is so beautiful !

Thanks everyone for the support, i am really enjoying being pregnant, i love it so much! The situation i am in is just really bad and there is nothing i can do to fix it. DP made a huge mistake over xmas and got locked up for a few days which absolutely rocked my world i couldnt eat or sleep just cry because what he did was not good and thank god he is out on bail now, but he has court again in March and i think he will have to spend time in jail :tissue: So i dont even know if he will be with me for the birth of our son :( And he is just going to miss out on so much and i will be all alone with my kids, ontop of that we are now worried about others that were involved in that mess and have to move house which is a big stress too. I just want to wake up from this nightmare :(

Congrats skrimpy he is beautiful!!

I am so sorry Cinss, that sounds really difficult and I would be super stressed in that situation too! I hope things brighten up for you and he can be there for the birth of your little man!!

Oh Cinss I am so sorry you have to go through something like that, it sounds extremely stressful. Hopefully everything works out and you won't be alone when your little man is born. We are here for you :hugs: I wish we lived near each other I would wrap you up in a huge hug right now

Oh Cinss, I am so sorry hon. I had no idea! :(

Hopefully he will be out for the birth of your son.

Oh goodness Cinns this just caught my eye as I skimmed through the unread posts.

I'm so sorry Hun that you are going through what you are going through :(
I can't even begin to imagine. I hope you have a family and friends in real life to help you through.
Your little boy is going to be your shinning light through all this, and as hard as these times are at the moment they are only going to make you and your family so so so much stronger.
You strike me as a very resilient and determined women and I'm sure that in a few years time you will all look back on this trying and difficult time and think 'wow, look what we got through'
Don't hesitate to reach out to those of us here in the net or via Facebook, I know myself that sometimes just ranting to an anonymous face can make all the difference.

I hope things start picking up for you soon and that Dp doesn't have to go back inside. Always hope for the best, I'm hoping hard for you too! They do tend to be on the lenient side here when it comes to sentencing, especially for one offs and first offences, so with any luck he'll get a community service or a suspended sentence and you won't have to be without him at all.

Stay strong, this too WILL pass, and no matter how dark the night, the dawn will always break :)

Sending you lots of xo xo

Oh Cinss. I am so sorry you are going through all this. I know it can be hard but try to think as positively as possible until the sentancing comes in March, at the moment it is all up in the air and you could try and believe in the best possible outcome. Can you postpone the house move until things settle down. Hugs.

Thanks everyone i feel much better just having gotten it off my chest, i am really really just hoping for a positive outcome. I dont want to be a downer on the board, and i am so greatful i still have you ladies to share the good stuff with, all these pregnancies and babies do make me feel better :) Life does go on.

skrimpy-congrats he is so cute with that chubby cheeks! big baby! I want to see all that hair :-)

cinss-Im sorry you are having a hard time. Hopefully your DP didn't do something so bad that he have to spend time in jail.
If the moving is over just try to relax as much as you can .What ever happened is done can't change it now, right?
I know pregnancy can be so hard I had a very bad time. And now that baby is here is just so hard because Im all alone with no help and is just to much with 5 kids and baby want's to be held a lot ect. Some days I just cry...what else can I do ?
So just take it easy like you can and rest a lot before baby is here!