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Oh yeah and FABULOUS I miss her too!

ehh g2g DD4 spilled some drink...nice

Hi ladies!! Been a minute since I've been on. My mom is very ill. Diagnosed with stage 4 luncg cancer spread all over. I've been devastated. She probably doesn't have long and I'm not coping well at all.

Zane is already 9 months. Happiest baby ever. Makes life so much more bearable. My life is so beautiful and I should be so happy but I'm so sad thinking about my mom.

How is everyone ? I'm sure there are lots of new people too

Hi Tink! Good to see you! So sorry about your mom. That's awful! I am glad Zane is a wonderful baby. Hugs to you.

Tink, so sorry to hear about your mum:( I'm glad little Zane is such a good boy for you all, he must be a great comfort xxx

Im so sorry to hear about your mom Tink

Sorry about you mom tink.

Mini. Your 20 week scan must be coming up soon. Let us know when so we can stalk you :)

Sorry to hear of your mum tink x

Hi... I've been absent again:-) partly because we have been busy, but mainly because I'm so nervous about my scan. Its not for another 12 long days. April 8th at 10am in Australia. Everyone's been bombarding me. My mum made me cranky yesterday with her silly comments, including this one.... oh I can't wait to see what your little boy looks like. I get so mad because again, the pressure is on, the expectations are there. I went into this knowing that I could well have a girl and have accepted it...why can't they? Now all I get is I hope its a boy, it better be a boy, did you try for a boy, imagine having 4 girls. Well get stuffed. The other thing that annoyed me last night was seeing the mil interact with her first grandson who turned one. Everything she does for him is different, special visits, holds him for ages, baby sits....are my children less important because they have vaginas? He's a beautiful boy, but come on. And then I start thinking, if I have a boy, don't think that you can do that to my child...no special nothing . OK rant over, I'll let you know if we see anything. I still would like a surprise, however its killing me so I don't think I could last that long.
Hope you are well x

I know how you feel minimatron, leading up to the scan is so nerve wracking! Either way is is such a wonderful thing seeing the little baby growing in your belly! We are all here for you no matter what happens :)

Thanks cinns, I'm really quite nervous. I know its a blessing to have a healti baby and I'm grateful for that. And I can't change what's in there . It's just other people that set me off. I shouldn't listen but I do. I've been watching the high on here that people get when they get their dg, and then I also see the absolute low of failed sways. That scares me. I don't want those emotions again. I want joy and happiness . However I'm really trying to enjoy this pregnancy knowing I'm never ever going to do it again.