OH my goodness this was the post I needed so badly! My three were born the same years even and I am having the EXACT same feelings. Everything from, maybe I am done with the baby years to I was just meant to have boys AND it happened to me again this time four weeks into the diet. I have a wedding next week and after that I am getting back on board. Whew I needed this I just need to "accidently" get pregnant so I can get the hell out of my own head if that makes any sense. On one hand I KNOW that God has this baby planned, or at least a desire, but on the other hand...being a SAHM can be tough. Anyways thank you JJ and thank you Atomic for what you said in response it gave me a lot to think about. I do love my little men so very much. :bighug: