So here's my story.
When I got pregnant with DD1 I knew right away she was a girl. It was my gut feeling. I just knew my first child would be a girl. When I got pregnant with DD2 I was so adamant that she was a boy. Looking back I now know that I knew all along that she was a girl. I think I was so adamant about it because I was trying to convince myself otherwise. Even after I was told girl I spent 4 days obsessing about it and even sat on my computer for hours and went through the u/s video frame by frame to prove otherwise. When I was younger I always saw myself having one boy and one girl and that was it. I was a bit sad at first but then after about a week I was fine. I was happy. I have always felt everything happens for a reason. I just got a bfp this past Monday. If DD2 had been a boy I don't think my husband and I would have went for a 3rd. I am actually glad now that DD2 was a girl. If she wasn't I wouldn't have her and she is the cutest little monster in the world. Also, if she had been a boy we wouldn't be pregnant again and I am really happy we are. I am overjoyed. Even though we initially decided to try again to have a boy I am just happy we're having another baby. Now don't get me wrong I really, really want a boy and will probably sad if it doesn't happen but I will get over it and be just as happy to be having another little girl. We have decided that this is our last child so if it is a girl I will understand that I was just meant to raise beautiful little girls. I know that DD2 was meant to be and she is here to do something grand. This time I don't know. This time I don't have a gut feeling. I don't know if it's just cause I'm to scared this time with the fear of being wrong or if I'm really not just getting a gut feeling. We shall see.
I don't believe in a higher being but I do believe in fate and every time someone I know winds up upset or not happy about something I always tell them the same thing and it is something I always try to live by.
Everything always happens for a reason. You may not know that reason at this very moment but one day you will and everything will make sense.
I now understand the reason behind why my second daughter was a girl. She teaches me new things and surprises me every day. I don't think I could live my life without her or my older daughter. :)
Charlee - 10 days old
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Charlee 16 months & Madi 3 (4 in one month) (about 1 1/2 months ago)
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