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So....my GP told me this morning that my last beta level taken yesterday was 16, so I was relieved with that as I was number was going to go up a bit more slowly and take its time coming back down again. So now I guess I am just waiting around for the bleeding to start. I have some stronger AF cramps today on and off so have been wearing a pad just in case. I noticed earlier on the pad there was quite a bit of a discharge that was a real pale French mustard colour (sorry for tmi ladies but I haven't experienced this sort of loss before so I don't know what to expect and I am scared after my 10 week loss last year). Does anyone know if this discharge colour is normal prior to bleeding commencing? I also bought some raspberry leaf tea bags today but I'm too scared to drink it. What a big sook I am! I really don't know if I have the strength to try again. I'm feeling quite beaten and quite drained, so maybe it really is the time for me to forget about babies and move on from it. I do have quite bad varicose veins, particularly in one of me legs, that I am going to get fixed one of these days as they can be very painful some days and in Summer I am extremely self-conscious of them and how dreadful they look. I also need to start working and earning money again so we can take our children on some nice holidays and get them involved in sports/actives outside of school. I don't know.....part of me is just feeling like I should just give up and quit while I'm ahead. :(
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It sounds like it won't be far off now 1more. Did you tell your DH what is happening?
Only you and you DH can decide what to do next but don't think about it yet. Just let yourself get through this and give yourself time to grieve and also for your hormones /emotions to adjust. Take care xx.
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The yellow is called "serous fluid" and it's a component of blood that often starts to flow before you actually start bleeding.
Huge hugs and strength on making what is never an easy decision.
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Relieved that this is happening quickly for you, sad that it's happening at all. Sorry again 1moregirl.
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Thanks ladies. So far so good. I'm doing well. Bleeding is not heavy at all and I haven't had to take any pain relief. Just feels like a normal period, only its a week later than usual. If only all miscarriages were like this (touch wood...). ;) I haven't bothered telling DH as he would prob insist on running out to get the snip. :( bloody men....they get it sooo easy it's highly irritating. Grrrr........
