I was having cramps and such and then I got round ligament pain.. REALLY strong round ligament pain. I hope this is God telling me my baby will be okay. :HH:
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I was having cramps and such and then I got round ligament pain.. REALLY strong round ligament pain. I hope this is God telling me my baby will be okay. :HH:
I sure hope and [emoji120]🏻all is well!
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Yeah prob not, just false hopes. I woke up with a lot of blood as usual, still cramping, and while in the bath I checked my cervix today and it was super high, but when I bared down I was able to feel that it's wide open I believe. :'( Stupid dream I myself had though was telling me my baby will survive. I saw it on ultrasound at around 10 weeks and I was telling my mom they they couldn't find the heartbeat by I myself saw it this time. Oh well... just need to wait for the process to finish up. I won't stay down though.. this time is critical to be able to conceive fast. I conceived my rainbow within a month of my M/C. It's also a automatic pink sway, so that's good. But I'm still sad of course. :( My plan is do exactly what I did to conceive my rainbow. Raspberry leave capsules and vitex and all my girl sway supps! I'm waiting for the level check and then by Monday I'll take a home test to see where the line is, it was still really dark last night. :(
One thing I screwed up on, not sure if this was my fault but.. if you are taking supplements like vitamins or herbs... make sure you wean off when you become pregnant.. do not stop cold turkey. This is one thing atomic will tell you also.
So sorry butterfly. Take care of yourself and my fingers are crossed you conceive quickly again!
Thank you Rosie! :HH:Quote:
Originally Posted by Rosie85
My bleeding has slowed way down to like spotting now. I've done so much researching tonight and I came up with possible reasons for the bleed: blood clot near or on or even above the cervix, cervical polyp, or cervical erosion. I read other crazy stories about ladies with bleeding and clots and also a lady who's cervix was open to pass blood and clots but closed up again and she had a healthy pregnancy. I guess I just cannot let go until I know it's over. :HH: tummy is still firm and I still feel pregnant even though I'm bleeding.. it's crazy. Had more round ligament pain/cramps tonight! Pregnancy test is the same darkness as yesterday! With my first loss the levels dropped so quickly. I'm still holding onto some hope over here! :awe:
I have everything crossed for you!!
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That sounds good butterfly!! I really hope you still are pregnant!! That would be the greatest news!
Bleeding still.. tomorrow will be 1 week of passing blood. But the amount I've passed in the last 5 days is more than I've ever passed in my life. It's comparable to post partum! I wish it would stop!!
I wish you could get answers (and solutions) faster babe.. This sucks a$$ for you.
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Well ladies, my sweet baby passed away tonight just after 12am. :tissue: I passed a small piece of tissue around 8:30 and wasn't sure what it was or if it was still clots. I was praying for something else to come so I'd know for sure.. and so I decided to push hard to see if anything would come out and it did.. but I'm in huge shock.
The piece I passed was 2.5 inches long, dang near almost as long and my index finger and as thick as the bottom of it.. 3 inches thick around!!! What in the heck.. I took a picture which is very graphic but I don't think I'm allowed to post it here. I don't understand.. I had to have been a lot further along than I even knew. Sick to my stomach right now and very sad. My bleeding has pretty much stopped now, there's just a little left. :broken:
So so so sorry butterfly. Huge hugs to you. I am so sorry for your loss. Please rest up and take care of yourself. Rest in peace little butterfly.
Oh sweety, have just found & read your whole thread and held onto hope for you and your baby. What a rollercoaster. So so sorry your baby is gone now :tissue: Am thinking of you and wish you love and light :HH:
I'm so sorry love :(
Did you keep what you passed so they can send for testing? When I had my mc I panicked and flushed after mourning in disbelief and they gave me trouble for it :( when I went in to the ER
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I have it still, but I took pics and now it looks nothing like it did so I'm going to flush it. God knows why it wasn't meant to be, someday I'll know.. just have to move forward now full of faith that the next bean will be healthy and make it to the end! ;)Quote:
Originally Posted by Hitmebabyonemoretime
Thank you sweetie!! :HH:Quote:
Originally Posted by Rosie85
Thank you so much!! :HH:Quote:
Originally Posted by Dana-Alicia
Oh honey! I'm so incredibly sorry [emoji22]! No woman should ever have to experience this. I'm sending you lots of strength and healing. I'm keeping you and your family in my prayers!
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I am so sorry. What a terrible heartache. I pray you get another rainbow baby. Take care of yourself.
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Oh no I'm so sorry. This post must have kept getting bumped away from me.
People see stuff that comes out but it isn't always what you think. The lining can come off in chunks when this happens too and it isn't always easy to know what you have.
Do take a pregnancy test in a couple days because sometimes you can have twins and lose one and one stay, or other times you just shed some of the lining but baby stay stuck.
Thinking of you and wishing you the best of luck.
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Thank you so much my friend, I know you are a busy busy lady and it's very easy to miss stuff! the ultrasound Monday showed that the sac had moved a ways down in my uterus, and had flattened.
I took a test last night and the line had noticeably lightened and also this morning so I decided to jump back on the TTC wagon at 7am with my sups.. and just taking it now it's faded more.. so that was it. :'( I'll be okay. I'd like a repeat of last time with DD, (that BFP happens in one month) hoping it happens the same!!! :HH: lol
Note: I have a love hate relationship with vitex, it gives me fast noticeable headaches but the magnesium balances it out to where I have a head heaviness feeling. :/ lol
Thank you, it was so traumatic seeing that chunk of tissue. :( I pray that those that have to go through it the strength to do so!Quote:
Originally Posted by XXforhubby
Thank you so much sweetie! :HH:Quote:
Originally Posted by mommymachine
I was wrong about passing my baby... *Warning.. following image is graphic but amazing*
God allowed me to see a miracle. You can see my baby in the gestational sac with the umbilical cord attached! I couldn't believe it. I tried to open the sack and looked at it's little eye and tried to separate it, but it fell apart. I have no idea what I passed yesterday. It was crazy!!!
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Ah that's amazing, so special you got to see your baby, that's so precious. Are you going to bury it?
I mutilated the whole thing trying to open it. I no longer have baby. :'( But that's okay, one day I'll get to see this baby I believe! :awe:
I know you will!! :HH:
Ladies here is my new thread: http://genderdreaming.com/forum/ttc-...tml#post713396
While it is very sad you lost the baby it is crazy cool to see them in their stages. Hoping that getting to see the baby brought you peace and closure. I hope to get to see news that you are expecting again before my time is up on here with this pregnancy!!
Thank you Rosie love, I just cannot believe what I saw. When the first huge chunk of tissue came out I just couldn't believe it.. and then followed by my sweet baby in it, I just couldn't believe it, it was amazing. I know it wasn't time for that little one. God has a plan, that I know! I trust in it! I'm ready to sway hard for pink and hope for the best!! :HH: Are you going to find out what your little love is? :HH:Quote:
Originally Posted by Rosie85
You and baby will always be together in your heart!
I am not finding out. This is my last and we are team green for the first time!
Oh wow! Okay strong lady. I could never do that. I don't think DH could either haha!! :) What's your due date? :HH:Quote:
Originally Posted by Rosie85
Haha! I never thought i could either but it really isnt bothering me to not know. Its funny because last time i couldn't find out quickly enough! I am due october 5th! 20 weeks this Monday!
Oh my goodness Rosie!! I missed this reply! CONGRATS you're almost there!!! :HH:Quote:
Originally Posted by Rosie85