Hi Bloom4314 :) You've gotten a BFP at 7 DPO in a previous pregnancy??? Wow, you are my new idol. Yes, I do understand that level of "crazy". I think it's pretty main****** around here (or maybe I should just speak for myself, lol).
I'm sorry to hear of the loss of you son. Such a heartbreaking experience to have.
I hope you get your BFP soon :)
Angie