Hello everyone i'm doing good thanks. I was really on a downer about not ovulating and just feeling generally bit meh about swaying, TTC and failing!
But my mood has lifted! I handed in my 4 weeks notice at work today just decided today I don't want to work evenings anymore, I don't want to wake up feeling really tired on Saturdays and Sundays, have to miss out on social gatherings because I can't get the time off work.
So rang up tax credits and me not working would raise my tax credits to an ammount comparable to my monthly wage.
So I though sod it. I'm not spending my weekend working anymore!
And then I reaslised that what I've always wanted to do was something creative like paint furniture I painted a toy chest for DS1's 1st birthday with Thomas on the front (the old style illustrations from the original books) and everyone was so impressed. I thought well maybe I could knock a few of these out a month and sell them to order and easily make what I do on weekend on each one for 6 hours enjoyable work. I've been thinking/talking about doing this for 3 years now and tonight it actually became do-able we have a car port that has a fair sized storage area at the back once we've rigged up some lights in there and made a tip run I could make a little studio, where I could paint things and leave them to dry with no fear of little finger prints, cat paw prints or wood dust from DP's workshop ruining the finish. I am beyond excited at the prospect of being creative again!
On the TTC and swaying front not swaying diet has gone to pot. Still eating less than I ever did when I had the boys but much tastier food than the plain pasta and rice that I have endured for the last 5 months :). Just needed real food and to lift the strict restrictions I had on myself. I asked dP to get me some soy tablets from H&B thought they were 120mg tablets (asked for 40mg-100mg tablets) Turns out they were a pack of 120 and they are 750mg :O! I started taking them yesterday before this dawned on me CD5 (taking CD5-9) So today took half the contents of one tab but that's still 375mg of soy equivalent of about 185mg give or take of Clomid. So I'm probaly going to end up not ovulating at all from the shock to the system or having quads all boys because my diet has gone to pot? LOL I was saying how a December baby would be nice but somewhat of an inconvenience (because of x-mas) to friend. So sod's law i'll probably end up with 4 now!
Well look at me going from having nothing much to say to a massive essay!
Personals in the morning promise,
Happy Mothers day to you all,
Night x
