Thank you all! I'm really surprised at myself, I thought I would handle it better. Although, by some miracle I found the sapphire to my ring on the bathroom floor. I was so upset because I had the ring made with my and dhs birthstones from my original engagement setting so it really means a lot to me and I just knew the day wasn't going my way. I think I would be handling this better if dh - been able to go with me. I feel pretty alone.
The good news is we should find out if ds1 made the school basketball team today. Also ds3 turns 1 year old on Friday, I'm sure it will remind me how precious baby boys are.
3M, I feel everything you are saying, especially the anger part. By the natural law of averaged we should be getting more girls than we are. I don't understand.
Also, I can only get online from my stupid. phone and it refuses to allow me to copy and paste a new ticker so mine is stuck on pink! Figures.