Due Sept/Oct/Nov 2017 (6)

Thank you all so much for your kind words- they’ve helped me more than you could know! I’m off the wretched Mag Sulfate and now we have to see what my BP does overnight with just 200mg of Labetolol. Hopefully that does the trick to keep things in check and I won’t need to stay another 24hrs with Nifedipine on board 🤞🏻[emoji1317]!

My sweet baby girl is awesome [emoji4]! Nurses like a champ, sleeps well, plays during the day (making eye contact, faces, etc). She only gets upset if it takes me too long to get her latched or if she has a dirty diaper. I’m so thankful they let me bring her with me.

I now need to get better so I can get back home to my DS3. He’s having a hard time. It’s understandable- Mom and Baby Sister left home again. Please tell me he will be ok!


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Awww your ds3 will be fine once you're home xx and this will become a forgotten memory for him quick enough [emoji173] Hope your results allow you to go home tomorrow, but will they schedule a close follow up to keep an eye on you?

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XX thinking of you, hope you got home this morning x

Looking for an update XX!!

So I just have to put this out there as I feel like I am going insane. I told you all earlier that I had this uneasy feeling that something was going to go wrong with this baby and he is going to die at delivery or just before. Well, I keep thinking that it is just a fear that something will go wrong and put it at the back of my head.
Fast forward to now at 35w and I still have this strong feeling that the reason I am not bonding with this baby and can't imagine him home with us is because he is going to die during delivery. And I have a weird peace about the thought. I KNOW that this is horrible to say and feel, but I can't shake it.
Could this just be because he is not my DG and I am just having a hard time accepting he is my last baby? Or what? It is so very unlike me to be feeling this way about a baby. I have always bonded early on. It is like I just can't wrap my head around the fact that in a few short weeks this baby will be coming home to us.
Not sure if I am explaining this right and I know it sounds horrible, but if anywhere would be ok to write this, this would be the place.
Has anyone ever experienced this? It is very strange and troubling to me.

Well I ended up with pre-eclampsia for the first time. They induced me last night. Three hours unmedicated on pitocin and 30 secs of pushing and our sweet Finley Grace is here! https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/201...7681a2081.heichttps://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/201...ac1917299.heic


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Well I ended up with pre-eclampsia for the first time. They induced me last night. Three hours unmedicated on pitocin and 30 secs of pushing and our sweet Finley Grace is here! https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/201...7681a2081.heichttps://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/201...ac1917299.heic


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Awwwww


Huge COngratulations. She is soooo Adorable <3 You look stunning Jconger <3

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Originally Posted by Shannshaff

So I just have to put this out there as I feel like I am going insane. I told you all earlier that I had this uneasy feeling that something was going to go wrong with this baby and he is going to die at delivery or just before. Well, I keep thinking that it is just a fear that something will go wrong and put it at the back of my head.
Fast forward to now at 35w and I still have this strong feeling that the reason I am not bonding with this baby and can't imagine him home with us is because he is going to die during delivery. And I have a weird peace about the thought. I KNOW that this is horrible to say and feel, but I can't shake it.
Could this just be because he is not my DG and I am just having a hard time accepting he is my last baby? Or what? It is so very unlike me to be feeling this way about a baby. I have always bonded early on. It is like I just can't wrap my head around the fact that in a few short weeks this baby will be coming home to us.
Not sure if I am explaining this right and I know it sounds horrible, but if anywhere would be ok to write this, this would be the place.
Has anyone ever experienced this? It is very strange and troubling to me.

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Oh Shannn, all of us here understand it. You don't have to feel bad about it. GD is such a witch!! I don't know gender yet, but trust me, it just make me sooo uncomfortable to even read on others post "its a girl" I mean I do feel happy for them, but just can't read the sentence put loud at all.

I know it is very hard to bond with baby of opposite gender. But I hope and pray as soon as your son is with you, you will be over the moon <3 Please do not feel bad about sharing your feelings, it is all normal. We are all here for you <3

(((Huge Hugs))) Shannshaff! It could be that you’re subconsciously trying to make sense of your GD and this is how it’s manifesting in your dreams. It sounds to me like it is GD driven. I’m hoping that it’s not your intuition, but if it is, I’m not sure if anything could really prepare someone for something like that happening. I would choose to stay positive. I know several people IRL who are fantastic parents, but when they were pregnant they were extremely detached to the whole pregnancy. I think some people just need the physical baby to be with them in order for bonding to occur.

Please know we are all here for you! Hang in there! You don’t have too much longer to go!


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Huge congrats Jconger! Finely Grace is SO precious! You look Ah-maxing by the way! I’m so glad that everything worked out for you!

I ended up needing to be treated for Postpartum Pre-eclampsia. Luckily, I wasn’t having any symptoms or here than crazy high, all over the place, BP’s. Hopefully now that you’ve had your baby, the pre-eclampsia will go away. I hope you don’t need Magnesium Sulfate. That stuff is dreadful [emoji13]!




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