So sorry magical. This is my last baby too. I'm mostly at peace with never having a girl but some days it sneaks up and I get a little down :(
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So sorry magical. This is my last baby too. I'm mostly at peace with never having a girl but some days it sneaks up and I get a little down :(
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So sorry magical, sending hugs. Be gentle on yourself x
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Nice bump Jenren :)
Sorry Magical... I'm still hoping your ob was wrong and maybe they just had a lucky guess last time.
Love your bump Jenren.
I'm so sorry Magical!!!
We had our NT test today as well and found out we are having boy #3. She wouldn't confirm it 100% but it was crystal clear. I was tearing up after the sono when I was in the waiting room, waiting to see my OB. I managed to hold it together until the second I got out of the office and then I sobbed the whole way home. Of course we had family pictures tonight, so I had to pull it together again and try to cover up my swollen, red eyes and nose. Then the second pics were done I bawled all over again. There are no words that my friends or family can say to make me feel better, no one else I am close with has gone through this as well. They either have one of each or all girls, or only have 1 kid. My husband says we can have 1 more but at this point I can't even process the thought of having more. I know if we have another it will just be another boy, and I am not sure that I want 4 boys. I know this sounds awful, but I don't even want this baby anymore. I know I am not going to bond with him during my pregnancy. All I can hope for is that I feel something for him once he is born. I am terrified he will always be a reminder of the daughter I never had.[emoji26] I wish gender disappointment wasn't such a taboo subject to talk about. Everyone keeps saying "well as long as he is healthy it doesn't matter right". They don't understand. My heart is broken.[emoji17]
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Jdd I'm so very sorry, i could of written word for word of what you have just said, except there is no way my husband will have another child. I feel surrounded by pigeon pairs or families with at least one of each, yesterday I just felt like the biggest joke. I have my nieces 1st birthday Saturday which I know will be pink central and I'm not sure I can go I might make something up.Quote:
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I feel a tiny bit better then I did yesterday where I cried all day, I'm still on the verge of it today but I've told a few people and they have been fantastic!
I've been trying to focus on things to make me feel better this afternoon I'm going to go for a quick shop and get some cute blue items. I feel I need to get excited about this baby and that might help. Part of me wishes he was ready to be born now because as soon as he's in my arms I know all the GD will go away.
Seems like we are on the same journey so feel free to PM anytime if you need to chat.
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JDD you may not have anyone in real life.. but you have me. I will always cherish your kindness to me during some of my darkest moments of GD. If you need to vent or ask anything, I am only a message away