Thanks Begonia!!!
You know what's insane? I wasn't going to tell you gals b/c I am KICKING myself. But the place I went to today (alone, DH watched the boys) was a genetic screening place my dr. contracts through. They are FAMOUS for a gender blood test. 99% accurate. I get it for FREE since my dr. is affiliated with them. They had the needle all ready...AND I TURNED IT DOWN!!!!!!!! For Dh of course. But now I'm sick about it.
I may do a secret scan if I can hide the money from DH....if not, duirng the 20 week scan I'll take a DVD and watch it when I get home. DH won't be there either b/c we don't have anyone to watch the kiddos besides him. Luckily his job is flexible.
My dr. is really sweet about me wanting a girl. She has an u/s machine in her office. I may beg her at my next appt. on the 1st to give me another u/s to get a better angle.
Somehow, I feel like if it's a nub shot...that's not 'cheating' and it's still a guess, so *technically* DH wasn't betrayed! LOL
DH is my BEST friend. This is all so hard. He just doesn't get my want for a girl. Le sigh...