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I'm so sorry...I hope you can find peace somehow.

I send you all my pink dust and I pray that you hear 'ITS A GIRL' loud n clear. Think positive, I know its so hard.

Sorry didn't see your question! I am 7 weeks and 3 days so nearly same as you!!!! Got ages and ages to go!!!

As for being emotional I thought I was ok but some silly man upset me at work today and I burst into tears - how embarrassing!!! My boss thought something awful must have happened!!!

Someone told me that if you think positive things you want will happen - this upset me as I was already pregnant by then and couldn't remember whether I had been positive enough before conception lol!

I am really trying to think positively now but then get scared as think am just setting myself up for a fall. How fantastic would it be though if all our dreams came true :o

QUOTE=Mrs_P;281695]How far along are you, you don't have a ticker so can't tell?

Don't know why we do this to ourselves though its ridiculous 20 weeks of going through this to then be told what you knew at day 1 - its a boy. Why can't i accept that now and stop hoping, i feel so cross at myself.

Ps to any of the other women in my position (lots of boys are pregnant with strong gender desire) are you feeling emtional lately - i keep crying and at really daft things or people saying nice things or anything really - don't know if its being pregnant and hormones or if its all the emotional cr*p i am putting myself through with gd i don't remember being like that in previous pregnancies[/QUOTE]

Aw thats really nice we are so close we can stress together x

Craving i really like the piece of paper thing, i cried so much at my ultra sound with ds3 i missed the experience of my last ultrasound for my baby and had all the pitting looks of strangers who must have thought there was something horrible wrong with my baby that made me feel so guilty. Can't help but thinking though it will be a pretty crappy christmas present to find out that my dream of a daughter is over forever!

Mrs P - fab we are so close. Have you got your scan booked in? I have my midwife tomorrow morning - they asked me if I wanted to go to a group booking in session???!!! We live in fairly small town so I may as well put an advert in the paper lol!!! Not even sure if will do gender scan yet - may wait for 20 week scan so can keep my dream alive for as long as possible!!!!

It's so hard to watch other people around you continue to get what they want with seemingly no effort at all. I'm sorry you're going through this!
I hope you get a pink BFP soon!

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Originally Posted by cravingsalt

Awww, dreaming, that’s so heartbreaking! And I know exactly how you feel- kind of like being punched in the gut. It’s so hard. I feel the same way, I won’t let my thought wander to having a girl but we can’t always suppress our subconscious. I know that it will work out either way- I just think the anticipation is almost worse than when we hear one way or the other. Have you thought about maybe having the tech write down what they see and then opening it up in private? Try not to worry, hon, this babe is what they are going to be, you just haven’t been let in on the secret just yet.

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Thanks cravingsalt. I know I will still very much love this little one no matter what but it just hits so hard sometimes. Yeah, actually I thought about asking gynae to write the gender on a paper so that we can see it when we go home or in the car. I might do that if I'll feel I would be breaking down. Although I know I would probably want to verify with my own eyes the baby's sex on the ultrasound monitor, I'm too curious :)

By the way cravings, I like your chart :) I think it's promising. You already have three days with a temperature of 98.6 and you don't have that in your previous cycle :) Fingers crossed xx

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Originally Posted by Son4meplz

I send you all my pink dust and I pray that you hear 'ITS A GIRL' loud n clear. Think positive, I know its so hard.

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Thanks Son4me, I could do with some of your pink dust :)

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Originally Posted by The Anchor

I'm so sorry...I hope you can find peace somehow.

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Thanks Anchor, guess I need to learn to accept things the way the come :)

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Originally Posted by OneLastDream

Sorry didn't see your question! I am 7 weeks and 3 days so nearly same as you!!!! Got ages and ages to go!!!

As for being emotional I thought I was ok but some silly man upset me at work today and I burst into tears - how embarrassing!!! My boss thought something awful must have happened!!!

Someone told me that if you think positive things you want will happen - this upset me as I was already pregnant by then and couldn't remember whether I had been positive enough before conception lol!

I am really trying to think positively now but then get scared as think am just setting myself up for a fall. How fantastic would it be though if all our dreams came true :o

QUOTE=Mrs_P;281695]How far along are you, you don't have a ticker so can't tell?

Don't know why we do this to ourselves though its ridiculous 20 weeks of going through this to then be told what you knew at day 1 - its a boy. Why can't i accept that now and stop hoping, i feel so cross at myself.

Ps to any of the other women in my position (lots of boys are pregnant with strong gender desire) are you feeling emtional lately - i keep crying and at really daft things or people saying nice things or anything really - don't know if its being pregnant and hormones or if its all the emotional cr*p i am putting myself through with gd i don't remember being like that in previous pregnancies

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Sorry you're so upset, I'm so much with you. Hope we all get the gender of our dreams. I'm being very emotional too, I honestly don't remember myself like this with DS. It's either this gender dreaming (I also wanted girl when I was pregnant with DS but def not this much, this is my last baby, so my last chance) or perhaps I'm getting old and everything upsets and annoys me more. I remember myself to be happier when I was pregnant with DS. I can't wait to start feeling the baby moving, I need to be more positive and I know that feeling his movements will help me bond more with him :)