But it says you have one day to testing.. maybe you are prego? ;)Quote:
Originally Posted by Babyy Love
In which case ..no more alcohol. hehe
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But it says you have one day to testing.. maybe you are prego? ;)Quote:
Originally Posted by Babyy Love
In which case ..no more alcohol. hehe
The ultrasound was brutal enough! I forgot how firmly they push down.. but the transvaginal....NEVER ever again unless it will save the life of my baby!Quote:
Originally Posted by atomic sagebrush
It caused bleeding and awful cramping last night and clotting, when I woke up and had FMU but that makes sense because the blood was sitting inside all night, but I decided that I am just not going to freak out anymore unless I bleed or cramp HARD! My BFF almost lost her last baby girl she was hemmoraging like one pad every half hour, and her little one was absolutely fine. The funny thing is I still feel pregnant, like my stomach is still firm and I just think I'm okay. It's weird, I can't explain it. But I did make the decision that if I lose it, I won't tell dh, I will just suffer in silence.. and I will get prego again as he does it without abandon thinking I am pregnant!
I have 2 people thinking I will be just fine though.. him and her, so I think that has to mean something. I'm the crazy pregnant one right? haha :)
I'm okay today!! I'm putting this in the hands of God until I go get my levels checked next week and MAYBE another ultrasound.
**The doc put me on pelvic rest. No heavy lifting, exercising, and no sex.
Poor DH!!!!!! hahaha**
I don't think there's anything to it either, I'm just saying that if there WERE something to it, it would not be something that would show up on hysterogram because as a general rule, problems with blocked tubes are usually due to injury/infection and not so much disorders that could be passed on genetically.Quote:
Originally Posted by Babyy Love
One day off of diet will not make or break you!! Hope you had fun.
Butterfly, did they say where your placenta is?? Is it placenta previa or what??
I called my clinic and my hcg was 46 last Mon. The fact that it's 500 now makes me feel pretty good! :)
I'm not sure if the placenta is sitting on top of the cervix or not. I'm guessing no though since the shot of the uterus they showed me seemed like it was in the middle, and maybe right below the middle. I took a video of it, let me see if I can find a shot I can take a picture of.
If it's not PP, that's a good sign. FX for you!!!
I am REALLY anxious to get this picture up for you ladies since my point and shoot won't take a shot of the camcorder screen. I tried it with the computer too.. but it won't work.
I have to locate the card for my phone.
I see three black sacks... far apart but there.. 2 are at the bottom.. They only told me one so I didn't know if the other ones are actually anything or not.
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What are the two black circles below!?!?
My baby is the top one, and doc was measuring the size that's why the cursor is in it.
Ladies I'm going crazy here... I think there is more than one but I need opinions! lol
I'm on the phone with my BFF and she sees three. I Thought I did....but I didn't want to say..
TRIPLETS!!!
That would explain my bleeding.. wouldn't it!
IS ANYONE AWAKE TONIGHT!?
it would def. explain the bleeding because there's just not that much room for three placentas and one could have implanted near the cervix...but wouldn't your doctor have noticed/mentioned that?
I don't think he was even an OB!Quote:
Originally Posted by atomic sagebrush
But there are 3 there as of now right?
I can't tell anything on the basis of those pics, but I'm terrible with ultrasounds.
I called the on call doc and he said it's too early to tell. Might be a cyst on the cervix blah blah blah but he can't tell! Oh yeah and he said my hcg was 546.. oh gee they left that out.. and just said 500 last night.Quote:
Originally Posted by atomic sagebrush
I'm terrible at ultrasounds too. I'm good at seeing black circles that could be 4 week GS.. but that's about it.. lol
OH and he said he doesn't see anything to worry about with the one "fluid filled sac" He doesn't see a cause for the bleeding as of now. Oh well, it feels better to talk with a professional and that's good he doesn't see a cause for bleeding :)
I just wanted to share a good pic of my BFP from the 21st. Taken with my cell phone.
This was the day before my period. I was amazed how dark the line was as I've never even had a light line before my period.
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I've never posted on this site before, but I wanted to chime in on the ultrasounds (I'm a PA--worked in RE/IVF for a couple of years). They look like they may be nabothian cysts, esp.if they're on the cervix--GOOGLE them. :) It's hard to see from these photos, but that's my bet. Congrats on the gorgeous little GS, though! Looks great!
Thank you for chiming in! I appreciate it!!! :)Quote:
Originally Posted by Turning the page
I started spotting again solid red tonight, I just wish it would stop! Something is causing it, I'm just hoping that whatever it is isn't affecting my little one.
Could they affect my little one? Would they need to be removed?
Thanks again for commenting here for me!
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Originally Posted by atomic sagebrush
Had a blast in a glass! Literately lol
Today is when AF is due..I don't really feel like testing well my test is waiting to see if she shows :)
I am nervous though because I know once she comes down that means I have to schedule my appointment and the fact that I've heard so many stories about being in pain or annoyed makes me nervous! I HATE cramping! You can cut off my foot and I won't complain but for some reason 1 tiny cramp kills me and according to almost everyone you feel cramping due to the hysterogram
I just want to know why the F&*% doctors will not give me any progesterone. I am bleeding and I keep bleeding and I just don't get it. I could get it in three forms! Shot, Suppository, and Pill!
The Progesterone is suppose to protect the lining of the uterus. Seems to me that's what I need. I really wish we had real doctors on this board that could help us in situations like these. I have never had a stitch of blood in any of my pregnancies, so why this one.. WHAT is causing it??? I very well could lose my mind.
I swear the doctors deep down have some kind of spite and just want the pregnancy "to resolve itself" that's exactly what the doc on call I talked to an hour ago said when I told her I was bleeding again. "Oh your pregnancy is just finally resolving itself" I wanted to SMACK her sooo hard! Gee I thought the woman might be more sympathetic than the male docs I've talked to in the last week. I guess I was wrong.
Oh of course!!!! Thanks for chiming in!!!Quote:
Originally Posted by Turning the page
Butterfly - they're normal and most of us get them from time to time.
It's because if the pg is not going to work out, they don't want to prolong it any longer than necessary for your sake. Prog. supplementation can keep your body thinking it is pg for a long time after a baby has actually passed on, so I think the mindset is that if the pg is not working out, then it's best to let nature take its course, because the sooner it does, the sooner you can TTC again.
I'm sorry tho and still hoping it works out for you. :heart:
And thus my journey begins again!
I'm buying this: Amazon.com: Nature's Way Red Raspberry Leaves , 480 mg, 100 Capsules: Health & Personal Care
It's to strengthen my uterine lining and to HEAL!
and I'm taking it with Vitex, along with all my other supplements!
I am determined.
And I will make it happen AGAIN!
I'm probably going to take a break from GD for awhile though so I don't stress anymore than I am now.
Ladies, I just wanted to let you all know that my sweet baby passed away yesterday.
:sadflwr: :SS:
I'm not posting in the interest of you feeling sorry for me, I mainly want to STRESS that you get your thyroid checked with a doctor that knows how to take care of one before you conceive, and even while you are pregnant. The thyroid is also affected by pregnancy.. This is no joke, she is gone, and I firmly believe it's the main reason I lost her. DH feels it was a girl, and I felt her little spirit strongly last night.
I am very sad, but also VERY motivated to go again.
I've already purchased Nature's Way red raspberry leaf capsules this morning, I took two and with advice I took Vitex again and I added all my other supplements to it.
The store I got the capsules from also had licorice root! I'm thinking of talking DH into taking it. LOL
I will try not to be here as much as I have been so I can de-stress as much as possible.
Thank you for your support ladies, who have become my dear friends in such a short time.
Butterfly - the first I heard of your m/c was in your pm, but I just saw this post now. Again, I'm soooo sorry for your loss. I'm sure you'll get another BFP really quickly, and it'll be a pink one! :HH:
You are SUCH A sweetheart Mocha! I didn't want to announce it on the forum, so I just posted it on my profile, but then I got to thinking how important it is for ladies to get their thyroid checked before TTC and during pregnancy and I had to bring it forward.Quote:
Originally Posted by Mochagirl
Gosh it's so hard. I just find myself crying over and over today as I watch videos on youtube.
A little life was forming, and I was dreaming of the future, then all of a sudden it was ripped away!
I can't imagine how your experience must have been. Just terrible! You are such a strong woman!
Thank you for your advice on the pm, I REALLY appreciate it!!!
I do feel hopeful that I will get that BFP soon too! My little one last night told me that she will be back, and I believe it!
And I can't wait! :') *happy tears*
After my m/c I felt that by getting pregnant quickly, my angel's spirit would somehow be part of this pregnancy as well. Good luck getting that BFP - I'm sending tons of pink baby dust your way!
Butterfly, I am so sorry about your m/c. I just read this post and was real saddened by it. I wish you a sticky BFP soon sweetie!
Thank you Wishing! I appreciate it.Quote:
Originally Posted by Wishing4Princess
How are you doing with your sway? :)
Lots of X's and O's to Butterfly!
So sorry for what u are going thru but I wish u a healthy BFP after you get through it all.
Thank you Babyy Love sweetie!!! I won't lie it's very painful physically and mentally, but I am determined to get her back very quickly! :) And I shall!!Quote:
Originally Posted by Babyy Love
Butterfly im so sorry for your loss ,i truly believe that she will come back soon to you,she just wasnt ready yet :LotsofLove:
Thank you Sweet Sister, what you said made me tear up but I really do believe it's TRUE!Quote:
Originally Posted by sweetsister
I'm so sorry for your loss Butterfly, take care x
Thank you Zanacal, I appreciate it!Quote:
Originally Posted by zanacal
This is SO hard, I should be pregnant right now, I'm just angry. I Want to vent and I just want my baby back! Last night I was resting in bed and baby DS was by my stomach and he pointed and poked my stomach and out of the blue said "baby sister in tummy!?" It was so hard to say "No, baby sister has gone away to heaven, but she told me she will be back." Today for the hell of it I asked older DS and asked him where baby sister was and he replied "Baby sister in your tummy." I decided to tell him now so hopefully he won't ask for awhile. Those sweet babies! I wanted so much to give them their sister!!! I've already cried today. DH tried to make me feel better by saying "You just can't blame yourself! You didn't know about your thyroid and then...well there wasn't a heartbeat, so I don't think she had a soul" I replied "She had a spirit, and her spirit visited me on Wed night, and I felt it strongly, and I know without a doubt it was our daughter!!!" I of course cried after I said that and he did too.
Damnit, why did I have to even get pregnant if it wasn't safe yet!? However, I would have never known it wasn't safe if it would not have happened. But what a painful lesson!!!!!!!!
Then I got my mom saying "The fetus spontaneously aborts because it has a defect, if so this was a blessing in disguise."
I did tell my mom and sister Wed night.
I believe everything happens for a reason, but I just can't shake this away very easily no matter how hard I try!
I need to get my health good so I can conceive her again.
I know I need to go to the dentist as well, and have cavities. I haven't been since 2006 :(
I HATE the dentist!
I know bad dental heigene can cause miscarriage too!
Then I have all of them pushing me to do my colonoscopy. GRRR I wish I didn't have to do it.
What to do!?!?!?
What if I get pregnant the same cycle again..
I'm sorry you're feeling so down :HH:
I'm so sad to read this Butterfly, it just seems so unfair. Praying for you.
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Butterfly I am so so sorry! I didnt even know this!! How terrible you poor thing going through this! I hope you start to feel a bit better soon.. xoxo
Thank you myGirl, I appreciate it!Quote:
Originally Posted by myGirl
Thank you Pinkin sweetie! It's been a super rough week for me. Still having a hard time believing that it even happened.Quote:
Originally Posted by pinkin2011