Originally Posted by
Throwaway_panther
Thank you all so much! I am so grateful how understanding you all are. We got no sleep last night as we were so worried he wouldn't make it, and he hasn't been able to sleep as it's in his lungs and it's taking so much work for him to breathe. Our vet said we could take him for a second opinion to an oncologist, and we called every single one in the area -- the soonest we can get in is Thursday afternoon, which would be a whole other day and night (it's Wednesday morning here by me).
This is all just so incredibly sudden. We had just got him vaccinated against the canine flu since it's been bad around here, and we wondered when after he started coughing/having some trouble breathing if he caught it at the vet. Brought him in, they listened and suspected some sort of bronchial infection, gave him antibiotics, and he just got so bad over this weekend (not eating as much, can't sleep because every breath is a labor) that I brought him in before his followup appointment and the X-rays show how bad whatever cancer it was spread to his lungs...
I thought I was over grief. I thought we had so, so much more time with him (he's a medium sized dog, always healthy, guessing at just about 9). And it's just exacerbating my GD so bad in such odd ways!! Especially since our daughter has always called him "big brother" :(
Thank you all. I hope everyone's scans get less ambiguous, or at least less stressful! I will be harboring myself away...