Sorry just saw I got you worried! s..I'm ok, we told the girls about Bub Friday night and DD1 was just sooooo excited and she wants a sister! We told her we knew what the gender was and could tell her if she wanted but for now she wants to keep the secret..she has been uber cute. DD2 is oblivious haha
Hubby was happy and at first couldn't understand my disappointment. After bawling my eyes out all night Friday and no sleep, in the am, DH was a lot more understanding and tried to understand why I was so upset, the loss of a little boy looking like him, and reassured me heaps, saying I was a wonderful mum (he Is one that never compliments so warmed my heart massively) and he said he hasn't closed the door to a #4 ("but, though, when will we sleeeeep?!") , that he loved me beyond words and was here for me and us... it soothes my heart though I know I will be upset and feels like I won't believe she is a she until she is here and my irrational mind will hang to the hope that 0.01% that the test wasn't accurate. And I am now on the hunt of a uber cute first outfit for our newest daughter :awe: wouldn't say I am excited as yet, as still too raw, but know I will love her like crazy.
Lola, since I would like her name to start with an S she may be a Sophia (or other we still have plenty of time ) but like the fact it means wisdom...hopefully she will bring me just that, and peace of mind about my GD.
Crazy how bad the success rate has been on here for blue swayers...so the next go find out are bound to be all blue blue blue ;) to finally bring those stats up!
All up for the FB group but will have to get back to you later, have to go wash the car with DD1 now lol
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