Originally Posted by
TigerLily12
I'm cd29, last cycle was 33 days long, and tested today with a FRER. Bfn. I've felt like crying about it all day. I don't have any symptoms. I don't even have AF symptoms. The thought of trying another month and all the waiting that goes with this is devastating to me. Waiting for AF, waiting to O, waiting to test, then bfn and waiting for AF again. I hate it.
I hate knowing that I tried as hard as I possibly could have this month and it still didn't work makes me feel like a failure. Like not a single day went by without sperm up there waiting for an egg, there was always fresh sperm :(
I know it's only my second cycle trying and a lot of people take longer to conceive so I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings but I just felt like this should have been easy for us. We're in our early twenties, not even 25 yet. The women in my family pop out babies all the time on accident, twins even! Yet, I can't seem to have one on purpose.
My bfn today broke my heart.
Thanks for listening and sorry for the rant. I'm just awfully sad. :tissue: