Hope the scan goes well, spinning! Deep breaths!
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Hope the scan goes well, spinning! Deep breaths!
Best of luck Spinning, thinking of you. xxx
so whats the time now where you are spinning?? It's 5.30pm on 5th here so I am imagining it is early morning for you??? Trying to keep track.. Hoping I wont be asleep for your update - Good Luck again x
Good luck today Spinning. I made myself so ill while waiting for my scan last week, kept having to pop to the loo and felt so sick. Hope the day doesn't drag for you x
Just when I start to think I'm doing ok with my gd I get a day where I just feel so sad about it again. :(
We've been doing some decorating and I've been sorting loads of things out, I have a suitcase that I store summer/ winter bits in and I also had some nice dresses that are too small for me but I was saving because I thought I could use the fabric to make a lovely dress for my own daughter one day. Made me remember that my wedding dress is being stored in my mums attic too. I've put the dresses from the case into a bag for the charity shop because it just made me feel so sad and cross to see them. I feel like I may as well do the same with my wedding dress too, what's the point in saving it. :(
I've also got a box full of baby girls clothes that a friend gave me just in case we ever have a girl, I'm just going to charity shop it as it is too painful to keep hold of.
I just feel so sad and cross, I know I will love my new little man to pieces and I truly feel blessed to be lucky enough to have three children but it doesn't take the hurt away that there is a good chance I will never have a daughter.
I'm still not sure whether number 4 would be an option for us in the future, I go from having days where I think no way we have to stop at three, to other days where I think maybe in a couple of years if we are in a position where another baby is a possibility then I shouldn't rule it out. Then I have days like today where I think what is the point?! I'd be over 35 so the risks of having complications would go up and I'd probably have another boy anyway.
I dreamt last night that I had another scan and it was a girl which is probably why I feel so cross and fed up today.
I so hope you come back with good news Spinning, I am saying lots of prayers for you and keeping everything crossed! xxxx
Good luck today spinning, thinking of u xxx
Thinking of you and praying you hear pink, Spinning. I'm on the east coast as well, so I'll obesess down to the minute with you. :fx:
Mummypink, don't give anything away. I really think you'll regret it. Have this baby and see what happens. Before I had my 3rd I said I was done. When she got here, I wanted another one. Having 4 kids is AMAZING!!! I'm not trying to push you in that direction. I just want you to wait and see my friend. Maybe you won't want any more. But maybe you will. And if you do, and it's your dd, you want have these things to hand down to her. We love you mummpink!!!