Hugs and prayers, xx! I can't tell you how many people I've seen take a break or give up and then receive a surprise miracle. Sometimes you have to hit the bottom to bounce back up. You do whatever you need to do to take care of yourself, but please know there's a lot of love here if you need it.
Words of advice to myself, too. I have been trying as long as xx and I have stopped breastfeeding, but I have no idea what's causing our problems. I called yesterday to make an appt. with a specialist to hopefully run some tests and get some answers, but the soonest appt. I could get is the first week of Feb. Ugh, it's longer than the 2ww! Hopefully something happens this cycle and we can cancel that appt. I'm not ready to give up yet.