I am really sorry Yuzu. Like everyone has said, I just know this is going to be a really special little guy for you. There is something pretty great about being the little brother forever. After all you did, God must have a special plan for this little one's life.
That being said, I am happy to commiserate with you as well. It sucks. Especially after swaying, it doubly sucks. Especially when you see fast-food scarfing, carniverous, salt-loving, breakfast-eaters getting their DD's without even trying! :mad: It's just not fair!!
I know those feelings will all melt away when you fall in love with that sweet face!! But, it's ok to mourn that loss too. Big hugs to you!! :hug2: